More drugs?!
Question: the ones who dont understand try to ignore, hope it goes away, it dont it gets worse. all drug addicts, alcholics, and other types of addicts, aint in control of there selves, they are being controlled by the substance. a lot of addicts have nowhere t turn wen there life hits the bottom, why, shame, family think its so easy just t stop. so again we try t hide our addiction, we lie about it, slowly we drift into a world were we are so lonely, the only person that understands us as a person is our self, the only person we have t talk is again our self, things get harder, we use more, slowly we isolate our selves from reality, we live in our own world, a world were we are happy, but inside we are dead, our hope drains each day, is there way out? of course, but are we ready t leave the fantasy world were we feel safe, t join a world were we are again lonely, as no 1 trusts us, we feel no 1 cares, and who is really there for u wen u try ure hardest t get out of the grip of a addiction,
Answers: the ones who dont understand try to ignore, hope it goes away, it dont it gets worse. all drug addicts, alcholics, and other types of addicts, aint in control of there selves, they are being controlled by the substance. a lot of addicts have nowhere t turn wen there life hits the bottom, why, shame, family think its so easy just t stop. so again we try t hide our addiction, we lie about it, slowly we drift into a world were we are so lonely, the only person that understands us as a person is our self, the only person we have t talk is again our self, things get harder, we use more, slowly we isolate our selves from reality, we live in our own world, a world were we are happy, but inside we are dead, our hope drains each day, is there way out? of course, but are we ready t leave the fantasy world were we feel safe, t join a world were we are again lonely, as no 1 trusts us, we feel no 1 cares, and who is really there for u wen u try ure hardest t get out of the grip of a addiction,
You are blotting out things hun and if you give up drink you have to confront your emotions and what made you be there in the first place. It's scary. I have nursed so many that have failed and some that confronted their demons and made it.
You have not isolated yourself........ you came in here x
the only one can help you,is u!
More drugs? Me personally yes, because I just keep putting off getting into reality. My addiction is getting out of control but I carry on because I have problems, to block out those problems. I guess I am just hoping they will solve themselves.
Oh well, I'm Fcuked!
fCUK YOU DARK FAIRY - you dont no what it is like to have a drug ruling your life. It is easy to say, stop moaning, stop taking drugs etc etc, just try doing it, you would be moaning as well.
People who aren't nor have ever been addicted to a drug only have one view point. This is really deep. You have spoken for a large portion of society, when they may not have the words to explain their addiction. The families of addicts could use to read these words, to help them understand and help. Because I believe every addict needs help, love, and support. Not harsh words, or a brusque and uncaring manor.
Heavy, deep stuff. Do you want to help yourself or are you just waxing lyrical?
If it's help you're after then well done, you've taken the first step.
Oh poor me!
poor me
pour me another drink!
Self pity is an addicts best friend! Kick the pity and you can kick the habit! No one forced you to take the bloody drugs in the first place!
'is there way out? of course, but are we ready t leave the fantasy world were we feel safe...'
I take it you speak from experience? From what you put above you know the answer.
To stop being an addict/alcoholic you have to really, really want to change your life. Not just thinking or talking about it, but wanting it so much you'll really do anything to get there.
It can be done, there are agencies that can help. But its up to you to get to that stage. But you have to really want to change your life. In the process you'll change who you are.
One of the first things to think of is that just about all the problems (lack of money, having to score each day, paying debts & interest to dealers, cops, courts, 'friends' who're only glad to see you when you have either drugs or money) in your life at present are due to your addiction.
You got into this, you have to get yourself out.
My experience? 5 years of helping a friend who'd become a heroin/crack/sleepers/weed addict get to rehab. I know it ain't easy, but it can be done.
You are very well versed in this matter of addiction and probably I can not help you very much. I am in my seventies and have had addictions but mostly alcohol as the kinds of drugs available now just wern't know back in the sixties.
The drugs tend to become our friend and we turn to them when we feel necessary. With the drinking it always was necessary after a few years.
My ability to think and reason was completely taken over by that liquid drug alcohol My life revolved around alcohol. I could not go anyware unless I was sure there would be drinks.
One of the biggest faults I had is that I never thought I had a problem. I thought I controlled my life. I was on a high most of the time but in between it was very sad and lonely.
I was doing things to my wife and kids that I never wanted tro do. After several accidents and a run of bad luck I reached the place where I made a decision. Not my emotions but my own thinking with my little brain.
I got involved with a recovery group and picked out a few that were having success, At that time my life changed. I now had friends. My family once again sort of trusted me.
It was my own decision and you may have to make this yourself. Only you can do it. The doors will close and you will find that what you thought were friends was what held you back.
Once you make a decision to do something positive it will go well for you. Well I hope I said something that may help you think things out. Your emotions are what gives you false information but your brain with a bit of reason will lift you up.
There is a very simple way to stop a substane controlling you. STOP USING IT PERMANENTLY.
It ain't easy and is likely to be the hardest thing you will ever do but that is the bottom line.
Once you've accepted that is what you have to do that is the first step. The psychological addiction to a substance is always a much bigger problem than the physical addiction.
The only way to deal with it is to admit you have a problem and then take the control back. This involves being honest to yourself.
Looks like you are on the right track buddy.
Good luck with it and keep trying. If you trip up, pick yourself up again and give it another go.