Ive asked ? tnite drugs?!
Question: my addiction is amphetamine, i take it to feel normal, but really i dont. it may be a class b drug, but it is as harmful t u as any other, i wanted t try t get a point about how bad every drug is, i got clean threw a rehab, 18 months on i started again why? coz my mind was failed t go with my body, and i felt unable t cope without them any longer. still paranoid, full of cycosis, insomnia, loss of appetite, and this was without taking it for 18 months. i was weak, i battled for as long as i did but in the end i gave up. an addiction is 4 life, u may kick it for a very long period but it is always there, im deeply ashamed of myself as i no how how far i came, wen i went t rehab i was around 8 stone, on leaving i was 13 and a half stone, i kept the same weight till now, in 4 months ive dropped to 10 and half stone. i feel ive run out of answers, and have no fight left, yeah i dun it once i can do it again, can i? and i dont take no where near wat i was, but this seems harder than b4.
Answers: my addiction is amphetamine, i take it to feel normal, but really i dont. it may be a class b drug, but it is as harmful t u as any other, i wanted t try t get a point about how bad every drug is, i got clean threw a rehab, 18 months on i started again why? coz my mind was failed t go with my body, and i felt unable t cope without them any longer. still paranoid, full of cycosis, insomnia, loss of appetite, and this was without taking it for 18 months. i was weak, i battled for as long as i did but in the end i gave up. an addiction is 4 life, u may kick it for a very long period but it is always there, im deeply ashamed of myself as i no how how far i came, wen i went t rehab i was around 8 stone, on leaving i was 13 and a half stone, i kept the same weight till now, in 4 months ive dropped to 10 and half stone. i feel ive run out of answers, and have no fight left, yeah i dun it once i can do it again, can i? and i dont take no where near wat i was, but this seems harder than b4.
I answered your question a wee bit back and then you were alcohol dependent ? Now you are amphetamine dependent ? What are you really ? Am i being sucked in here to try and help someone who is taking the pish ?
why are you posting this?! get some help
it will always be harder and keep getting harder ...i have had 2 so far of my family members die of O.D.ing and it just sucks the life out of you...
*Hugs* You can get through this
Jesus still loves you
you are completely missing the point!! you know its bad for you, you feel rubbish when you eventually come down!! paranoia cant be much fun!! you only live once mate and this is how your going to spend it?! we are all addicts to some extent, what you need to do is swap your amphetamine addiction with another one!! weird?! not really. Also if you don't care about your self that much then no one really will mate. Immerse yourself into something positive, the better you get at it the more you will better appreciate yourself.....................live or die mate?! or worse live and have a rubbish life?! sort it out!
you need to see someone
why would u post this
i feel for you , i was a addict for about 4 years on crack n heroin lost my job, my home and some friends inn the end i had to get away from it all ,i live in the u.k but moved to new zealand for 5 months on my return i moved well away from my drug friends. been clean now for 7 years, got my job back, own 2 houses and just found out I'm going to be a dad. life is so much better without chemicals. good luck