To Smoke Again or Not to Smoke Again!?!
Question: To Smoke Again or Not to Smoke Again!?
I've only smoked pot maybe a total of 10 times.. Most of the times it has been great, me laughing and having a good time.. I did usually get slightly paranoid.. but nothing severe.
I was at a party with some friends, and like 4 of us started smoking pot
I wasnt really feeling good during the day.. and didn't really feel like smoking but did anyway..
I took just one hit from the bong..
Five minutes later I started to get hot and sweaty.
I sat down on the couch to try and calm down.. all of a sudden it was as if I could here what everyone was thinking (about me). I have gotten paranoid like this before while smoking.. So I was trying to ignore it... It got so bad that it seemed like everyone was talking about me out loud. all at the same time.. Non stop. I couldnt handle it anymore, and thought to myself I have to get out of here..
I remember staring and just trying to hear what they were saying about me.. If I looked directly at them, it was as if they changed the subject real quick and were talking about their normal conversation. I was freaking out real bad cuz i felt like i could no longer trust anyone.. I wanted to get out of the room but i had no where to go.. then all of a sudden I felt like I was floating in a kind of virtual world (which was the real world). I thought I was floating outside my body. I thought everything made sense, like "oh this world is just all fake, that why Im floating nothings real... I got up and thought I could walk through the beer pong table.. Because I thought I was floating through this virtual world.. Once I realized I knocked over the table and wasnt actually floating then I got even more scared. it was as if my new "discovery" of the real world actually wasnt true.. I went to sit down. and shut my eyes to try and escape..
Then it was if I my body was actually dead, and i was just trapped in this world where everyone was talking about me non stop. I remember thinking? Is this it? am I dead? I had my head down and my eyes shut.. Everything start to get fuzzy and go white.. I could hear all these different voices. It was like all these voices of what anyone had ever said bad about me in my entire life. all at once. I then remember thiniking I was in hell, and this is how it was going to be forever.. I remember asking god for help and to get me out of this 'hell'..
I then "woke up" and regained awareness of the real world.
My friends were trying to calm me down.. We went to a different room away from the party. Then all of a sudden it was as if me and the couple people i smoked with were all talking to each other without actually saying anything. Strangest feeling of my life.. It was slightly amusing.. It was if we could all read each others minds and were having a conversation.. It seemed as if we were all aware of it as well. I thought that we all had this new ability because of the pot..
Then the person having the party told me just to take nap and sleep it off..
People were trying to calm me down, saying this happens sometimes to people.. But I felt like they were lieing, and maybe they knew that all of a sudden I knew what they were all thinking about me so they were trying to cover it up.. I remember responding to them with a question.. They would sayyy "this happens sometimes" i would say "what happens." they would say "you know, how your feeling right now" i would say. "how am i feeling right now."
not sure how to explain it..as if i was questioning their real motives
I finally went to a bedroom and layed down.. I remember shaking while laying down..after I went to fall asleep, it was as if my mind was disconnected from my body. It almost felt like the matrix.. Like the entire world as I know it was all fake.. I dont know how to explain it.. When I was 'disconnected' it was as if there was other people that were also disconnected that I could not see but hear
2 days ago
It was as if my life was like The Sims or something..And I finally realized it because I was disconnected (from the weed).. I could here them in my head like, "Oh he realizes what's going on." like he figured it out that the world is just a tiny game like The Sims..
I remember looking down at my body sleeping in the bed..
When I decided I wanted to return to my body.. The voices were questioning me saying things like " why would you want to go back, now that you know its not real." they seemed confused, like "what is he doing? he 'gets' what the world is really like, why would he want to go back?"
2 days ago
I remember telling them, that "now that i know the world is fake, that I will be able to change it" (?).
im not sure how to explain it.... it mad
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Sounds like you had a salvia divinorum trip or spice what he's referring too. if it was a really short trip (5 to 10 minutes) it was most likely a salvia extract, if it was a long trip most likely it was weed laced with pcp. either way they shouldn't have let you take a hit without telling you what it was.
Were you smoking spice? Because I've had extremely paranoid thoughts like that and thinking that the world isn't real. Or maybe it was laced with something else, such as PCP because it kinda sounds like a dissociative (feeling disconnected)
Quit smoking! You will go no where in life using drugs. One day you even be raped by your "friends" while you are high. Mainly, you will do nothing while smoking it AND you will do nothing when you are not smoking.
Regular cigarettes are a waste of money.
You answered your own question ("QUIT")!!!!! Your body is screaming at you to quit before you really get hooked on this stuff. People when they first start smoking cigarettes cough, choke, vomit, shake, eyes water and burn, lungs burn. That is their body WARNING them not to smoke cigarettes or cigars.
This is true of people with their first drink of liquor. They vomit, their throat burns, they choke on the liquor, their stomach hurts... again their body too is trying to tell them to stop right then and there.
I imagine the same holds true for hard street drugs as well. I know about the smoking and drinking cause when smoking ramps were "the thing" in high school, I remember kids coming in who were not real smokers, looking green as grass. If they didn't throw up out on the ramp, they did shortly after coming back in.
So if I were you, I'd bury the stuff in a three foot deep grave and let the junk rot away. Wrap it in foil so it can't grow even by accident. Ei-sh, the thought of this makes my stomach ache.
Listen to your body and stop right now. Stay away from the people who got you started...far, far away. If you smoke this stuff and it makes you paranoid; you might get in your car to go home, think someone was following you, panic, start speeding down a street and hit someone. Maybe a small child or and elderly person, maybe a member of your own family of that of a neighbors and kill them. Would you want a ticket, lose your license, your self respect and self esteem not to mention your freedom if you kill or severely injure the person you hit.
Now ask your self... would smoking pot or whatever other drug you might use, be worth another persons life?? How about your freedom?? How about the respect of others for being foolish enough to smoke something that would make you afraid or your own shadow or other people
In the ( I hope ...f-a-r d-i-s-t-a-n-t future ); I may be forced to have to use clinical pot because of an old eye injury when I was around 9 years old. The eye doctor told me that the pain/pressure in my eye would become so bad that the clinical pot would be all that would make it easy for me to bear how much it would hurt. Am I looking forward to having to use it?? NOOOO not on your life. I'd much rather risk surgery and the possibility of losing my sight in that eye first.
I never have cared to smoke, hate taking the three necessary pills I have to take; rarely drink wine like 3 finger-fulls in a glass every 6 months or a year or two and even then I won't drive my car. Instead I give my keys to the host of the dinner after asking if I can sleep a few hours or spend the night on the couch before going home. I will Not drive even with that small amount of drink in me. If your are under age, or I suspect you are ...no amount of begging or pleading will get me to buy you cigarettes or alcohol.
So stop right now, don't touch another smoke and be an example of a smart man and walk away from this before you hurt yourself more or hurt someone else like an innocent child.
Plain old common sense, respect for others and the law as well.
Hate to tell you this friend but you got laced weed that simple. What you are describing to me sounds exactly like a high dose saliva trip. As for the after effect I try ed salvia once they sound just like you are describing plus....:( I couldn't get high for a few hours afterward. Either that or it was laced with someone worse and you should be thank full you are still breathing. As for people telling you pot is a drug and your waisting your life...their just ignorant. However I don't like smoking for that fact it makes me paranoid...cops...etc. I recommend you make THC capsules they are so easy to make. I make 25-30 capsules per 8th of weed and even shitty shwag works. I am a heavy smoker and 1 capsule puts me on my back. So if you are interested just e-mail me or better yet Instant Messenger me KateDashear. Well hope I could help you and watch who you smoke with...sounds like those weren't good friends.