I am 23 male and never enjoyed my life?!

I am 23 male and never enjoyed my life?

I need to know the easy ways that someone can kill himselfe,Can someone help me?

boy o boy. i know how you feel. been in the same shape since as early as i can remember and now i'm 57. wish i had an easy answer for you. suicide is not the answer....., it hurts too many left behind. you seriously need to find a therapist that you can talk to. you may have to shop around cuz you won't be compatable with just anyone. i have been in therapy for five years. i trust her somewhat now. sometimes i think she helps and sometimes i don't. i never wanted to take antidepressants. finally tho a couple of years ago i did it. i'm glad now. i was on one it worked a little while then it quit. i went thru 3 like that. now i'm on zoloft for 9 months and life a a bit better. life is hard. some of us just get cheated on good parents and things being easy. i have never enjoyed my life and probably never will but i'll let God decide when I leave this earth. don't think i haven't tried suicide...i have. i managed to grow up somehow and have four children one of which died at a year of age from cancer. my other children are happy except for one who has this depression disease. it's hereditary in a lot of cases. find yourself a profession helping others and devote yourself to it. trust me when i say the 'brady bunch' life really was make believe...just doesn't happen here. Don't expect to be happy all the time ( and for a few....any of the time)God loves you and he will rescue you from this pain when his plan for you has been fulfilled. don't do anything stupid, and suicide is just that. hang in there buddy and one day you'll be 57 and remember what i said, " Life may not be fun, but with the right choices it can be bareable!" love to you.