Am I weird...?!
Question: I enjoy mental anguish and anxiety... I also can hold physical pain.
I don't self harm, but I am always at my best when I am in emotional pain.
Am I just in denial?
or WHAT
Answers: I enjoy mental anguish and anxiety... I also can hold physical pain.
I don't self harm, but I am always at my best when I am in emotional pain.
Am I just in denial?
or WHAT
I'm like that too, I have come to the conclusion that I enjoy suffering because that's what I have always done-even as a kid. To feel any other way is uncomfortable for me, when there is no reason to feel emotional pain, I search back through my memories to find one. I guess I feel that suffering makes me tougher somehow, like to say to someone ya you think you feel bad, you don't know what suffering is(I'm stronger than you, I have more character than you, and even though you "appear" to be better than me, it's not true.) I used to pride myself on suffering more than anyone else, problem is you don't win anything for it, and people don't respect you for it, they feel sorry for you because of it, and for me sympathy makes me feel even worse. To the question-no you're not weird, you're human.
No you are not weid. I im the same way to
I am not sure how to answer your question but most people don't enjoy pain in any way, so maybe you need to talk to someone.