Stupid with no motivation why ?!
Question: it's hard to admit, but I'm completely stupid. I've a lot of dreams, a lot of aims, but no motivation. And I don't understand why, 2 times a year it's the same. Approx at the middle of the semester. I'm studying to by an IT Engineer, 1 year to go. I think I like what I'm doing, that's probably the best thing I could do. I don't understand why I do that, I don't deserve to be here, with so much things paid by my family.
Answers: it's hard to admit, but I'm completely stupid. I've a lot of dreams, a lot of aims, but no motivation. And I don't understand why, 2 times a year it's the same. Approx at the middle of the semester. I'm studying to by an IT Engineer, 1 year to go. I think I like what I'm doing, that's probably the best thing I could do. I don't understand why I do that, I don't deserve to be here, with so much things paid by my family.
You're not stupid - just a dreamer.
Life will come and beat you black and blue in good time - take some time and just enjoy stuff. If you don't like the course - just take the time to finish it - there will be lots of time to go on and do something else later.
My husband is 47 - he got his degree through the OU 5 years ago and has carried on studying what he like since (and before) at college or OU. He loves learning - but he never really took to the standard stuff being taught at school, college uni.
It's never too late to do something else - but if you have the chance - take it!
find a sport you like to let your endorphines flow