Emotional help..please?!
Question: Sometimes I cry and scream and get mad at myself just because. I want to hit and throw things and call myself stupid and ugly. For years I have wanted to die. I just hope that one night I will go to sleep and I don't wake up. I feel useless and I am tired all the time. I have tried to talk to people about how I feel, but they just blow me off, they act as though they don't believe me. I have tried to get a job, but so far no offers. I am almost thirty and I have no life. I have no friends, they just quit calling me back and stopped emailing me. I eat when I am bored and I get mad at myself for doing that. I just want to dissapear. I think something is wrong with me, but maybe I am making it all up.
Answers: Sometimes I cry and scream and get mad at myself just because. I want to hit and throw things and call myself stupid and ugly. For years I have wanted to die. I just hope that one night I will go to sleep and I don't wake up. I feel useless and I am tired all the time. I have tried to talk to people about how I feel, but they just blow me off, they act as though they don't believe me. I have tried to get a job, but so far no offers. I am almost thirty and I have no life. I have no friends, they just quit calling me back and stopped emailing me. I eat when I am bored and I get mad at myself for doing that. I just want to dissapear. I think something is wrong with me, but maybe I am making it all up.
i think you should go to see someone to help you. someone professional that you can just talk to,they will understand and not blow you off.this is depression and it is VERY serious.go get help. also instead of taking prescription meds try some St. John's Wort,it's herbs.(i personally don't trust prescription meds.) it takes a bit to kick in so don't be impatient with it. hope i helped:-)
im 17 and for a long time i was feeling like that soooo if u need some one to understand you im here my name is abby and you can email me at liliyaabby@yahoo.com
You need to get something in your life, and not necessarily a person, that you are passionate about. What do you really like? What do you really like to do? What changes would you like to make in your world, or the world in general? It doesn't have to be your work - a lot of people just work to live, and live for things they are more interested in.
Learning new things or working toward a goal is a very good way to kick the blues. Find something and give it a shot!!
DK
I know how you feel. I'm 23 and I have been through most of that. I don't have a job ( no offers here either) I really have no friends other than my fiancee and my on-line friends, and I had people not believe me about what was going on at first either. I am now on the right medication and in therapy and I am doing a lot better. To me anyway, it sounds like you have depression and need professional help. so do what I did and check yourself in to a mental unit in a hospital and let them do some evaluations and get you on a good medication and help you find a therapist. good luck and if you want to to talk about it , just IM me : laurarichtergrubb1984 ( yahoo of course)
your depressed luv,and maybe anxious,you have lost your confidence and you think there is no point in living and probably dont feel like doing anything no motivation,your getting stressed and angry because you dont want to feel the way you are feeling,i have been there and admitted i still feel like it now at times feel unwanted and no point,you dont want to get out of bed in the morning because there is nothing to get up for,you cant talk to people that havnt gone through it because they dont understant they think your mad and the famous saying is pull yourself together easy for them ,depression is an illness that isnt taken serious enough by doctors,but to you it feel like a lifetime illness that you will have for the rest of your life,it isnt all you need is support and help,you can find an interest to suit you to take your mind off things,cognetive therepy is good it makes you think positive and gets rid of the negative thoughts,you need someone to talk to about how you feel not family because you cant let your feelings out the same,have you been to see your doc to get refared for therepy?believe me it helps,also self help hypnosis tapes not as daft as it sounds it worked for me
all the best hope you feel better soon im sure you willyou can email me anytime im always here
While your in the job finding mode---find something you enjoy doing-- read a good book, sew, paint, take an exercise class. I would even volunteer!!! I took up something easy--needlepoint and I volunteer at a retirement village. I feel like I'm helping people which makes me feel happy!!!