Im ready to give up and end it all..any inspiring advice..?!
Question: ill try to make a long story short..my life took a downward spiral after my gf of a couple years dumped me..i planned to marry her..after she dumped me i tried to kill myself & was hospitalized multiple times on suicide watch after that( Im 19)...we fought some &she went out of state to a different college and after coming back one weekend after a fight she dumped me...after that i soon found out i had other health problems(not psychological) & was unable to return to college..my health problems are much better & ill b returning to college in the summer..but i still struggle everyday not to commit suicide..i have dated many girls before her & tried dating after the break up but i still cant get over her..i know she doesnt want me back and has a new bf now..i used to have it all..i was a teen bodybuilder..had my gf..and a straight A college student..now im single and have lost around 68 pounds in seven weeks & not returning to school until august..i just dont want to live if i cant have
Answers: ill try to make a long story short..my life took a downward spiral after my gf of a couple years dumped me..i planned to marry her..after she dumped me i tried to kill myself & was hospitalized multiple times on suicide watch after that( Im 19)...we fought some &she went out of state to a different college and after coming back one weekend after a fight she dumped me...after that i soon found out i had other health problems(not psychological) & was unable to return to college..my health problems are much better & ill b returning to college in the summer..but i still struggle everyday not to commit suicide..i have dated many girls before her & tried dating after the break up but i still cant get over her..i know she doesnt want me back and has a new bf now..i used to have it all..i was a teen bodybuilder..had my gf..and a straight A college student..now im single and have lost around 68 pounds in seven weeks & not returning to school until august..i just dont want to live if i cant have
You used to have it all and you will again. It wasn't the girlfriend who made you a great student and a bodybuilder, You did that yourself!! I hope you realize how many wonderful girls are out there who will fall in love with you. It's hard to think of that now, but it's true. I know, I've started over a couple of times! I thought I would never get over my first husband. We had it all! But..I did and I thank God for that, because I am happy again. I never thought it would happen, but it did.This time is even better and yours will be too.
hook up with some random girls, youll feel alot better
Please call a mental health hotline now. Or go to your local hospital and they will help you. You sound severely depressed.
Many people feel that way at times - so you are not alone.
(((hug)))
The world needs your gifts, animals, children, your family and friends...please make a call today. It's always helpful to start talking to someone that can empathize.
There is a way out of that black hole -- so make that call today - please!
Please dont do it. There are plenty of girls out there. dont rush into a relationship to ease your pain you will only get hurt. you should do what you want to do. Straighten your life up first and if its meant to be with her it will be. Go to school and show her you were worth it. BECAUSE YOU R. I dont know you but i have love for you as a person. Dont give up you have so much ahead of you.
Seek professional help. No girl is worth all of this. I know that it seems terrible right now, but if this is not something that you can get over on your own, you really need to find someone to talk to. There are lots of hotlines to call, look for one in your area.
I know right now it may seem like the end but trust me its not I used to want to do the same thing not for the same reason but the same thing because I thought my life was like **** and there was just no point but thats not true because there is a lot out there that you dont know about yet and you will find someone else even though right now i know you think you wont find anybody like her you will trust me on that i know you will and dont worry so much about things because you will be ok