A bigger problem then just cutting?!
Question: So yeah i'm a cutter. I've told a lot of stuff to my friends and counselor. But lately stuff has taken a turn for the worse. There are a couple things i never talked about and probably never will. But now all of a sudden i'm having nightmares and can't allways get to sleep when i've been awake for 17+ hours and have done a lot.
The thing that started the cutting was me being sexualy abused. And while i've never been a touchy feely person. Lately i cant stand to be hugged or for someone to even sit close to me. Like if i'm watching a movie with a friend and there leaning up against me i will actually move as far away as possible.
Yeah and now i've been feeling suicidal like pretty freakin often.
So i guess the question is, how the hell am i supposed to deal with all this new stuff?
Answers: So yeah i'm a cutter. I've told a lot of stuff to my friends and counselor. But lately stuff has taken a turn for the worse. There are a couple things i never talked about and probably never will. But now all of a sudden i'm having nightmares and can't allways get to sleep when i've been awake for 17+ hours and have done a lot.
The thing that started the cutting was me being sexualy abused. And while i've never been a touchy feely person. Lately i cant stand to be hugged or for someone to even sit close to me. Like if i'm watching a movie with a friend and there leaning up against me i will actually move as far away as possible.
Yeah and now i've been feeling suicidal like pretty freakin often.
So i guess the question is, how the hell am i supposed to deal with all this new stuff?
y dont u try talkin to someone bout ur problems that u dunt talk to ur councelor or friends bout?? sweetie if u ever wanna talk just e-mail me.. =)
btw my dad is a psychiatrist (he dun deal with crazy ppl only..).. hes had such cases with such people so i totally know wut ur talkin bout n how u feel..
I know u feel unsafe for being sexually abused.. But that doesnt mean u kill urself 4 it..
Just e-mail me if u wanna talk =) xoxo
Sounds like your problem is escalating. Try running. Join the track team or just run by yourself. Run til you can not run anymore, then realize that you are a child of God and you exist because God loves you and you don't have to go to church to find Him. Run until you can catch yourself and LIVE.
maybe you're closterphobic. i think i spelled that wrong.