Y do i feel suicidal?!
Question: ill start off by saying im a16 male. my parents put so much pressure on me to get good grades so i can get into a+. I feel like i have a car on me. i feel like their constantly yelling at me for every little thing. they have pretty much destroyed any confidence i have. there not abusive they never hit me but i sometimes feel abused emotionally. they call me the perfect son and then stab me in the back. ive been rejected by every girl for 4 years in a row. i now have a low self of steam. the stress combined with the depression made me have a severe mental breakdown and i was hospitalized. i have high points and low points. now its gotten worse. every night for the past week ive sit with a razor blade to my wrist wanting to end it but i have always came up with a reason to live. now i feel my reasons are going away. many of you will think this is ******* stupid but everyone is different and some take things more harshly than others. dont tell me to find god bcause im agnostic.
Answers: ill start off by saying im a16 male. my parents put so much pressure on me to get good grades so i can get into a+. I feel like i have a car on me. i feel like their constantly yelling at me for every little thing. they have pretty much destroyed any confidence i have. there not abusive they never hit me but i sometimes feel abused emotionally. they call me the perfect son and then stab me in the back. ive been rejected by every girl for 4 years in a row. i now have a low self of steam. the stress combined with the depression made me have a severe mental breakdown and i was hospitalized. i have high points and low points. now its gotten worse. every night for the past week ive sit with a razor blade to my wrist wanting to end it but i have always came up with a reason to live. now i feel my reasons are going away. many of you will think this is ******* stupid but everyone is different and some take things more harshly than others. dont tell me to find god bcause im agnostic.
Well first off you are mentally depressed by all the pressure your parents are giving you to have good grades. Second you lost your confidence and you feel emotionally abused. And you get rejected a lot. those are the reasons that you feel suicidal, but don't do it. It will hurt your family, it might seem like they do not care but they do and if you do suicide it will make them sad. trust me I was going through the same thing. Every thing is going to be alright.
Please call a suicide hotline or an older adult that you can trust. Your parents probably don't realize how much pressure they are putting on you. They love you or they wouldn't pressure you to do your best. They want you to be successful. A relative of mine took his own life a few weeks ago and as I sat in the chapel which overflowed with people there to pay their respects I couldn't help but wonder "If he knew how many people really cared about him, would he have done this?" I know you must be hurting deeply to get to this point, but please, please don't do it.
Everyone has their moment but it is not worth it you are sixteen and you are your own person now if you want to mess up in school that is your life you would have to live with if you did not graduate. Live you life young person please I know how you feel life is a great treasure to have. one day you will get a girl and you will get married and have kids and you will be a successful person take one day at a time life is already short trust me you will be dead before you know it.
IM NOT OUT TO PREACH TO YOU BUT IT SOUNDS LIKE YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO YOUVE BEEN GOING THROUGH ALOT AND SOMEONE WHO CAN JUST LISTEN TO YOU WOULD DO YOU JUST GOOD. DO ?YOU HAVE ANYONE THAT YOU TRUST? MAYBE YOU SHOULD LOOK INTO LIVING YOUR LIFE THE WAY YOU WANT AND BLOCKING EVERYONE NEGATIVE OUT SO YOU CAN LIVE HAPPY
you seem like a very worthy person. taking your life is just gonna make things worse. and if girls are rejecting you, they are not right for you anyways. the right person will come: )
Wow, You've had things rough. I definitely don't think you're stupid. Have you talked to someone about these suicidal thoughts? It would be great if you could.
Please don't take your own life...You may be feeling like this at the moment, but you never know, in a few years you could be feeling fantastic. You do have reasons to live. I say think of the high points.
Best of luck
All atheists and agnostics have no reason to live. In order to have a meaningful life worth-living, get rid of poisonous agnosticism first, by observing the beautiful and orderly Nature and asking yourself where she came from. If there is no God, there won't be a single life possible.
In the Beginning God created heavens and earth.
God gives us air to breathe and sunshine to enjoy.
God gives us water to drink and food to eat.
God gives us a wonderful body and a sound mind and life.
God loves us, and we are precious to Him.
The Son of God died on the Cross to save us from condemnation.
Jesus