Do you ever just feel sick sometimes?!
Question: like, its like i try to sabotage my relationship, by reading into stupid crap, but then i think, maybe im not reading into it, maybe he really does not want to be with me. Im driving myself crazy with this sh!t. I hate myself for feeling like this, but i just cant help it. I have a few drinks and i just go stupid in the head, not all the time, but just occasionally. I dont know, it just feels like he resents me sometimes, but i think its just because im reading into every little thing he says and does when we have a couple, but then i dont know.
Answers: like, its like i try to sabotage my relationship, by reading into stupid crap, but then i think, maybe im not reading into it, maybe he really does not want to be with me. Im driving myself crazy with this sh!t. I hate myself for feeling like this, but i just cant help it. I have a few drinks and i just go stupid in the head, not all the time, but just occasionally. I dont know, it just feels like he resents me sometimes, but i think its just because im reading into every little thing he says and does when we have a couple, but then i dont know.
Alcohol does that, it enhances our insecurities. Ask yourself if it is your other half who is the problem, or if it's your own insecurities. I don't know you,but if you suffer from low self esteem, this may be an expression of him leaving you, based on nothing more than your own low opinion of yourself ... "what does he see in me?", "Why is he with me?", "He could do so much better."
You are clearly an intelligent and insightful woman and I suspect he has seen that in you. Think about it when you haven't had a few and see if it seems as hopeless. If it does, post back on here and see what the wise and wonderful on here have to say.
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sometimes i do,when i am mentally stressed out
I feel sick every day
There are reasons for your depression...look into it. Are you taking medications that may cause it?
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