This is going to kill me and I have no idea what to do... Help...?!
Question: I've posted in mental health before about the voices and how the Abilify is not working...
Its going overboard.
I'm in such a ****ed up situation.
My parents don't know much about what is happening inside my head... I can't confide in them, it is impossible. They don't understand mental illness.
I am 18.
I am stuck in my bedroom. Petrified to go out. Voices so loud. I'm crying. Crying my eyes out. People are accessing my consciousness; they can see what I can see, they can feel what I can feel, they can read my thoughts. I'm so ****ing petrified I feel like I'm going to take out a knife and injure myself badly.
My doctor is useless... See my "is this malpractise" post... Its 9.15pm right now on a Saturday. My Mum thinks I'm ok.
BUT MY HEAD IS GOING TO EXPLODE IF THE VOICES DO NOT SHUT UP.
I haven't got any friends that are good enough to help me (in real life not virtual) immediately.
I am alone, except for my helpless parents.
I can't tell them.
Oh my god....Help...
Sorry. Sorry.
Answers: I've posted in mental health before about the voices and how the Abilify is not working...
Its going overboard.
I'm in such a ****ed up situation.
My parents don't know much about what is happening inside my head... I can't confide in them, it is impossible. They don't understand mental illness.
I am 18.
I am stuck in my bedroom. Petrified to go out. Voices so loud. I'm crying. Crying my eyes out. People are accessing my consciousness; they can see what I can see, they can feel what I can feel, they can read my thoughts. I'm so ****ing petrified I feel like I'm going to take out a knife and injure myself badly.
My doctor is useless... See my "is this malpractise" post... Its 9.15pm right now on a Saturday. My Mum thinks I'm ok.
BUT MY HEAD IS GOING TO EXPLODE IF THE VOICES DO NOT SHUT UP.
I haven't got any friends that are good enough to help me (in real life not virtual) immediately.
I am alone, except for my helpless parents.
I can't tell them.
Oh my god....Help...
Sorry. Sorry.
Call 911, now. You're right, this is a messed up situation. If you're hearing voices, and you're already taking medications, something is terribly wrong. You need to talk to a doctor, and get stronger medications or a different type. It sounds like schizophrenia and paranoia...
If your parents don't understand, you need to make them. Tell them what's going on... And by the way, if you're crying so much, make sure you're drinking lots of water... I know it sounds dumb, but if you don't your eyes will surely bleed soon from dehydration. I don't understand your mothers logic, if you're balling your eyes out, she should know you're not okay. I think you have to tell them, though.
There's nothing outside of your room that will hurt you, at least not just going to your parents, I'm sure. You're in a state of paranoia that you CAN NOT let get to you. You need help. The hospital will take good care of you, so will your parents. No one wants to hurt you.
Tell the voices to shut their big mouths...if they threaten you, remember they can't hurt you. Your head won't explode. Take some Advil / ibuprofen... as long as it doesn't affect the medications you currently take.
sweeheart, pick up the phone and call 911, don't try to fight this battle alone. All you need to tell them is that you're afraid you're going to hurt yourself. Please. Do it now
Honey, please dont suffer this alone.
Either go to your nearest A&E, or call 999(If in the UK) or 911(If in the US)..you need help.
Good luck.
Call your local emergency department right away, like now. You are not alone. You need new or more meds, maybe some therapy. This is serious. There are ways to stop the voices, the paranoia, the depression. I pray for you. Pick up the phone and call someone for help , NOW.
i almost have this same problem but mines i dont hear voices just extreme anger to the point where i feel invincible like i can kill and get away with it or just to go on a rampage. my momm and dad think im ok. that im just going through a typical teen phase. so with out there surport i recently started to pray, actually yesterday i found it helped a great deal. also try to listen to calm music like for me i listen to old 70's music. like on itunes radio i listen to black 70's music cause it has something that makes me happy. like u i spend a great deal in my room. doing same thing every day. but on weekends i go hang out with freinds its important u do this. it took alot of stress away from me but i also have a habbit of smoking now which im ok with if it reduces my anger. i still get these urges but not as powerful as they were. but most important of all try to be with freinds even if they dont understand you it will help alot. take your mind off these things and keep complaining to doctor if he doesnt listen write in to the news paper. i bet he'll listen then if you critizize that hospital.do what ever it takes
Hunny you have nothing to be sorry about. I'm so sorry you feel like you are doing this on your own. I know i'm far away, bit I will try anyway I can. Have you gotton online and reached your illness and show your parents and how they canhelp. I had to do that for my friend so she know how to help me. hunny please don't doing anything you will regret. Have you tried to call 1-800-273-talk? they are really good to talk to someone. I have you tryed journal about the vocies? Hunny I wish I could help you so much more. But I know how you feel. Like I said in my e-mail I can't trust my family either. Please e-mail if you get in a bind. I have taken Abilify. It did not help me at all. I had to take another medication to counter react that one. I said no more. Man I wished you lived in oregon, cause I know how some really good docotr's that could help you. where do you live? I could do some reacher if you want me too. Please hang in there hun, please don't do anything.
take care
Please, please, calm down. Is there anything that you like alot? Think about that hing, and call 911 and tell them you can't stop crying, and your emotionally distraught.
I would DEFINITELY go to the nearest hospital now
Go to your nearest hospital or call a helpline.
National Mental Health Association
800-969-NMHA (6642)
National Resource Center on Homelessness and Mental Illness
800-444-7415
Sounds like you have some kind of symptom... I don't know what it is... But like the others said call 911.
You can't tell anybody , because no one will be able to understand , they will be sure that you have lost your mind , even though you and I know that you are just as sane as they are , you have only one difference , for some reason , God touched you , although , I don't think he ment for it to hert so bad , I've been there ,,, right where you are , so I know that there is a way to be free from all the torture that you are experiencing , I'll say ( HI )
first things first you're not alone - how do i know because i thought the exact thing and i found you're post good for both of us. iam experiencing pretty much the same thing only left the house maybe 15 times in the past three years. I hear voices big time and am so f%#kin paranoid.it's like iam still having conversations i had three weeks ago. cant do this have to do this/ is this the right thing to say can't say that oh **** ****. that how it is. sorry i cant really help but youre not alone ...peace... anti freeze would taste good right now