Have you ever in your life...?!
Question: ...thought of commiting suicide? If so, what led you to those deadly thoughts?
Answers: ...thought of commiting suicide? If so, what led you to those deadly thoughts?
yes i have my family is a very big part of it but on the other hand there have been many times were people at my school have pushed me way to far into thinking that i wanted to kill myself
Everyone has, not everyone admits it. The thing is that thoughts are just thoughts, they are not you and you don't have to listen to them.
no...dont even think about doin sh*t like that...my best friend did that..and it was very selfish. he didnt care about anybody but himself. think about all the people you would hurt if you did that. now think, do you really want to hurt all those people? if you are having thoughts like that, you need to talk to somebody...trust me it doesnt seem like it, but once you talk to somebody you wil understand that it feels better to let people know how you feel rather than keepin it all inside.
Family problems. My family is my most stable support system. They're supposed to be there for me through thick and thin. And when I don't have their respect, understanding, and support, I feel everything crumble down. Cause basically, if your family doesnt approve or understand you, then who can do it better?
I have quite a few times. I've suffered from depression and anxiety off and on since I was 13. Each time I just thought things were hopeless and couldn't be fixed. I knew it was depression but my parents couldn't afford to take me in for any kind of treatment. Fortunately I sought treatment a few years ago and have never been better.
Many times. Being hurt by the people I loved and trusted more than anything in this world.
Before I start, SUICIDE IS NOT CARRIED OUT WITH THE AIM OF BEING SELFISH, remember that.
I have tried 8 times (not recently though), and it seemed like the only way to escape the constant mental agony I was in. But I am glad that I didn't die, because I feel like I do have hope now.
no my friend did it and left her six month old baby with no mommy or daddy (the dad ran off). she also hurt the people who care about her. i would never do it.
No, and believe me I have not had an easy life. The **** I saw before age five could write a decent novel, but I would never consider taking my own life. I realize there is more than just personal will involved in the decision since many people have mental disorders that distort their perceptions and what leads up to them making such a decision, but here is what I would do:
Find the person or people who helped bring me so damn low that this is ever even a flicker of a thought in my mind and hang out with them....rain my "sunny, charming" attitude upon them until they feel as bad as I do. Eventually I will feel better but if I kill myself it ends there. It ends with life sucking. Nothing else, no pass go or collect 200 you are done sir done. I refuse to die a coward. At least by making the culprit(s) put up with me I can bide my time til I feel better or have something better to do. the fact is I will be alive when this happens...unless there is a tragic accident I didn't see coming of course...LOL Life can only get so poopy before nothing else could go wrong and then a random dog pees on your leg and you know you have hit rock bottom. That is where your beacon of hope shines. Once that dog is done emptying his bladder on you the day can only get better from there because it certainly can't get much worse.
Yes, ive planned it and ive attempted it many times, for me it of course wasnt just one things its from years of life just sucking lol, abuse, reject, low self esteem, life in general, things that pushed me to that point were relationship issues
i havnt thought of committing suicide... but at one stage of self harm because of anxiety issues and relationship problems... also because of my skin disorder screwing me over.
Never!
All the times I wanted to commit suicide I kept thinking 'if i suddenly died who would care?' I was so depressed that I didn't see that there were people out there that truly cared about me. Commiting suicide is not a selfish act. People like that hurt so much that they think killing themself is the only way out.
I guess it all started from negetive people at school (including the teachers) my family and having very low self esteem.
yes, when i was 13-14. my mum treated us badly as kids and a few other thing went on which im not going into but i was so lonely and miserable and fed up of being treated the way i was i seriously considered it. I started off by self harming, then i would write in my diary different ways of killing myself. To be honest, i think if i hadnt met my current partner i would have done it. Its a sad thought looking back now thinking i wanted to do that and im so glad i didnt. it wouldnt have gained anything in the long run really and i wouldnt have my 2 gorgeous kids.