Whats wrong with me :(persality disorder?!
Question: hi im 14 and for abou 4 or mothns ive been feeling realy down i keep thinking im a bad person because i keep thinking of all the bad things i have done and i allways cry every night my dads concerned and wants to take me to see s doctor so im pretending im ok and because ive been crying lots evryone thinks im atenshion seeking but i hate atenshion why am i crying about all the bad things?
Answers: hi im 14 and for abou 4 or mothns ive been feeling realy down i keep thinking im a bad person because i keep thinking of all the bad things i have done and i allways cry every night my dads concerned and wants to take me to see s doctor so im pretending im ok and because ive been crying lots evryone thinks im atenshion seeking but i hate atenshion why am i crying about all the bad things?
You are just overly sensitive and caring.
Realize that acknowledging your problem is the first step in overcoming it. You realize you have done bad things now you can vow to do better. You realize it bothers you now you need to realize that you can't hold on to things to where they effect you so much. In Christianity they say basically ask for forgiveness, learn from your mistakes and move forward. You need to forgive yourself. Evidently nobody else is holding your faults against you. If something really hurts you that bad you can go to the person you feel you wronged and tell them that you still feel horrible for whatever it was you did and you don't know how to let go. You may be needing to hear them say they forgive you. In most cases I bet they would even tell you
No problem.
You need to give everybody the single digit salute and just do what makes you happy.
You are going through puberty, emotions flow everywhere. Just make sure if have someone to talk to . You will get through this. We all do.
I've gone through exactly the same thing, which eventually led to self-harm (DON'T start that, by the way, it's an awful slippery slope to be honest). But yes, my mum took me to the doctor who referred me to a therapist, who has recently diagnosed me with depression. The thing to remember is that it doesn't mean that you are weird or a bad person, it just means that you need a little help putting things back into perspective.
I suggest that you go to your doctor and get things sorted out. You're not making a big fuss out of nothing and you're DEFINITELY not attention-seeking.
Hope this helps :)
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You may be experiencing a hormone imbalence. Or some depression. Or both.
Start by seeing a medical doctor for a checkup. Make sure to check your thyroid function and hormone levels. If everything is okay with your physical, your doctor may recomend a mild antidepressant.
Find a family member to trust with your feelings and let them know the truth about your thoughts. You need support to feel better.
Talk to your school guidence counselor also.
Try to concentrate on daily activities to make you feel better.
Good grooming, balenced diet, exercise, fun activities.
Good Luck. I hope you feel better soon.