I always think of the worst....?!
Question: everytime something good comes my way..i always think a million things that will effect it not happening...and stress over those things...non stop...for example..im getting married soon and in my head i think...of outrageous things that might happen..like...what if he gets in a accident?what if i get in accident and will never get married?...i got this great job recently and i always think...i have to do everything right or ill get fired(even tho i have never been fired or had a bad recomendation)....i feel like i rush through life and never really get to enjoy things because i feel like oh what if i die tomorrow...and ill never get to experience this or that...so i have to do it all...asap.growing up my mother would tell me alot of things like...dont do this,dont do that.putting negative things into my head...and i think that has something to do with it...now that im older...i dont wanna be like this anymore..i want to be able to just let things be and enjoy life..without wondering..
Answers: everytime something good comes my way..i always think a million things that will effect it not happening...and stress over those things...non stop...for example..im getting married soon and in my head i think...of outrageous things that might happen..like...what if he gets in a accident?what if i get in accident and will never get married?...i got this great job recently and i always think...i have to do everything right or ill get fired(even tho i have never been fired or had a bad recomendation)....i feel like i rush through life and never really get to enjoy things because i feel like oh what if i die tomorrow...and ill never get to experience this or that...so i have to do it all...asap.growing up my mother would tell me alot of things like...dont do this,dont do that.putting negative things into my head...and i think that has something to do with it...now that im older...i dont wanna be like this anymore..i want to be able to just let things be and enjoy life..without wondering..
You just need to sit back and let things happen, your so worried about dying you don't have time for anything else. Just enjoy the time you have and stop looking for the hooded figure around every situation. So what if you die tomorrow, atleast you were happy. You need to live life to it's fullest and enjoy every minute of it and try not to dread the next one.
I kinda feel the same way but not to the extreme like that. The first thing you should do is get fired from your job. yeah I know it sounds crazy but it won't be the end of the world and you could probably find another soon enough. That's what I did and it feels GREAT!