Depressed, Need a Solution quick!?!
Question: Ok, hear we go. im going to see my probation officer today and I dont know hw to explain to her im suicidal. I tried killing my self yesterday with pain killers but I passed out after taking 8 pills. I have very little sleep since (31/01/2008). Last friday night, I was going to jump from the top roof of my house but got really scared because I thought it would be a pain full death. I cant sleep, Ive got problems with marriage, banks etc. im 24. I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW TO BREAK IT TO HER THAT IM SUICIDAL. I think ive been suicidal since the age of 7 or 8. I had a dramatic experience when i ws 7, i was nearly raped by my lodger on two seperate occasions but I cant go into detail? either way I want to kill peodofiles and rapist.
Ok i havent told anyone one about this experience I went through, and I dont know why? im thinking if i tell her all this information, but im affraid she might tell others staff members in the office. I will really be embarrasing. dont know what to do?
Answers: Ok, hear we go. im going to see my probation officer today and I dont know hw to explain to her im suicidal. I tried killing my self yesterday with pain killers but I passed out after taking 8 pills. I have very little sleep since (31/01/2008). Last friday night, I was going to jump from the top roof of my house but got really scared because I thought it would be a pain full death. I cant sleep, Ive got problems with marriage, banks etc. im 24. I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW TO BREAK IT TO HER THAT IM SUICIDAL. I think ive been suicidal since the age of 7 or 8. I had a dramatic experience when i ws 7, i was nearly raped by my lodger on two seperate occasions but I cant go into detail? either way I want to kill peodofiles and rapist.
Ok i havent told anyone one about this experience I went through, and I dont know why? im thinking if i tell her all this information, but im affraid she might tell others staff members in the office. I will really be embarrasing. dont know what to do?
yep, your depressed
u need to consult and u have to be honest with her.
I think its their professional etchis that they dont reveal your personal details or problems with anybody.
Its nice u seeing a consultant and u will bedoin great.
Sometimes u should face the truth ..
Good luck
Honey it sounds as though you need to see a good counselor and QUICK. The fact that you are saying in an open forum that you are sucidal means that you want help, which is GREAT thing. I would suggest you approach it like this to your parole officier, say you know that I have some issues and I really want to work thru them but could use some help. Can you reccommend a good counselor or therapist that I can talk to? I bet your probation offficer will be thrilled to help you and that YOU WANT HELP. So many people need help but are too embarassed or afraid to ask. We all have issues. Not everyone has good family or friends to support them and sometime theses folks get lost a little. All you need is a guide to help you get back on track. Email me anytime you would like to chat.
Why are you still letting that lodger control your life after 17 years? Forgive him even if you don't know where he is or even if he's dead. Take back your life.
Read the following and then decide if you're 7 or 24:
Who we are or who we come is determined by how we react to events in our life.
My answer may seem harsh but sometimes we need a good kick in the head to start living. I was molested when I was 12 and I took this same advise and have lived a fruitful life, and you can too.
If you commit suicide, the lodger wins!
You need medical help, NOW. If you can have someone take you to the ER and have the medical staff call your PO.
You have problems, you know that. You need a medical evaluation for hormonal imbalances and organic disorders. You also need to address that terrible experience as a child. I agree that crimes against children are the worst. It almost sounds like PTSD but I am not a doctor.
I lived through hell. I do understand but before you try to address anything from an outside factor (spouse, financial) try to figure out what is happening with YOU. Once you understand that the rest is a little easier and you don't have that snowball effect that happens as you run from existing problems and creating new ones.
wow, ummm you are the one that can change the way you view yourself!! i'm so far in debt, i have my problems also. no i don't think it would be something you would want to share with her. this sounds a lot more serious for her to handle but try talking to a financial advisor at the bank to get assistance with your finances, a counsellor to get that other horrible past bs off your chest out of your head make sure the counsellor has to keep what you say in confidence. yeah when bad stuff like what you mentioned happens to us at such a young age we tend to shoulder all the blame and feel the need to be responsible for it but in reality it was not your fault and you don't have to shoulder it you have to talk it out of your head but only to someone who has beentrained to listen to those harsh hurtful things you need to get out of you and just remember that those pedofiles and rapist are will eventually be held accountable to their actions a great big hug for you
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