What can i do about my feelings?!
Question: i was raped...last night, for the third time by the same guy. and, this is how i feel. what is wrong with me? I'm exhausted. But, I'm scared to go to sleep. I can't eat, it makes me sick... and not vomiting sick... I just want to sit here in the corner in the floor in the dark. I can't cry anymore... I hardly cried last night afterwards. I don't know why, the first time, I couldn't quit crying. I really am alone now... alone, and scared of him, and myself. I hurt, everywhere, physically. I feel numb... if that makes sense... I mean, I feel like my body is here, but, I'm not. I'm mad at myself. I feel lucky to even be alive... I was more scared this time of what he was going to do. I feel confused, like, I don't exactly know how to explain it, I feel kind of disoriented, like, I don't know where I am, or when it is... I know that sounds stupid. I feel really dirty, I feel like I'll never be clean of him... and I feel worthless, like, if I am able to trust a man again, who is gonna want
Answers: i was raped...last night, for the third time by the same guy. and, this is how i feel. what is wrong with me? I'm exhausted. But, I'm scared to go to sleep. I can't eat, it makes me sick... and not vomiting sick... I just want to sit here in the corner in the floor in the dark. I can't cry anymore... I hardly cried last night afterwards. I don't know why, the first time, I couldn't quit crying. I really am alone now... alone, and scared of him, and myself. I hurt, everywhere, physically. I feel numb... if that makes sense... I mean, I feel like my body is here, but, I'm not. I'm mad at myself. I feel lucky to even be alive... I was more scared this time of what he was going to do. I feel confused, like, I don't exactly know how to explain it, I feel kind of disoriented, like, I don't know where I am, or when it is... I know that sounds stupid. I feel really dirty, I feel like I'll never be clean of him... and I feel worthless, like, if I am able to trust a man again, who is gonna want
Go to www.rainn.org right away and they can help you. You are not alone. None of this is your fault.
ADDENDUM: HERE'S THE PHONE NUMBER:
National Sexual Assault Hotline ? 1.800.656.HOPE ? Free. Confidential. 24/7.
Why don't you go to the police? Thats probably a good idea.
If you don't have the courage to do that, you should talk to a counsler. It might help you.
please get some professional help. it is not good for you to go thru this kind of situation by yourself.
Get yourself to a hospital now. Call an ambulance if you have to! You need someone to protect you. People there will help you feel better physically and try to take care of you emotionally. You do not deserve what is happening to you. Go now!!
Check your email.
Why haven't you gone to the police? If this person has done this to you three times, you need to tell someone. I don't want to scare you, but if you don't take things into your own hands, he's gonna do it again. Tell someone that you trust and go to the police. If it happens again, go to the ER immediately and have them do a rape kit.
It's not your fault that he raped you. But you will become part of the problem if you don't get any help. I'm not saying that he's not wrong for doing this to you and that you deserve it, but you need to get him away from you.
Please dont feel worthless. This is not your fault. Get some help though. You really do need to report him. Unfortunately the longer you wait after it happens, the less likely they are to believe you. Try to surround yourself with people you trust and don't ever put yourself in a situation where you'd be alone with him. And if it happens again, go to the ER and the police.
You need to go to the police.. Hes going to keep coming back untill you stop him..What your feelins is really normal to feel after a rape..you need professional help via a counselor or support group.. Go to the hospital they will call the police for you.. Call a friend and tell someone..
Start by seeing the greatness in yourself. You are not stupid, you're just scared and this fear is bringing the reality about. Have you reported the rape? That's the first step in reclaiming your greatness. You should consider a route to trusting yourself first. Remember, you are great and have infinite potential. You have to remind yourself that you are beautiful and deserve good things.
Plese go to someone you can trust. A friend or family member and then go to a rape support group.
sending peaceful thoughts
I don't see how you could get raped by someone for the 3rd time.....come on