So i don't know what to do...please answer?!
Question: I was released from my counselor last july because I wouldn't tell her anything. They felt bad about taking our money. I was in counseling for 3 years because I had an ed, cutting, and suicidal thoughts. I managed to convince them that I made a remarkable improvement. I skipped my last evaluation because they felt that I was better. Now I'm much worse. Everyday I just try to make it by without people thinking I'm crazy. I wish I could just go back but my parents got pissed at me when they spent $400 a month on something that wasn't helping. I'm worried I'm going to have another episode again and mom is going to call life services and I'm going to be taken away just like last time. I really don't want this. I wish the whole confidentiality thing actually existed and not just for "some cases." Should I tell mom that I need help or should I go to my school counselor and screw myself over? I'm scared I'm going to od again and hurt my heart more or send someone to the hospital again.
Answers: I was released from my counselor last july because I wouldn't tell her anything. They felt bad about taking our money. I was in counseling for 3 years because I had an ed, cutting, and suicidal thoughts. I managed to convince them that I made a remarkable improvement. I skipped my last evaluation because they felt that I was better. Now I'm much worse. Everyday I just try to make it by without people thinking I'm crazy. I wish I could just go back but my parents got pissed at me when they spent $400 a month on something that wasn't helping. I'm worried I'm going to have another episode again and mom is going to call life services and I'm going to be taken away just like last time. I really don't want this. I wish the whole confidentiality thing actually existed and not just for "some cases." Should I tell mom that I need help or should I go to my school counselor and screw myself over? I'm scared I'm going to od again and hurt my heart more or send someone to the hospital again.
Tell your mom, right away. The money is irrelevant -- any mom would put their child's welfare above how much getting help actually cost -- so don't worry about that.
If you perceived that your parents were mad -- they were probably just frustrated that what they thought was going to help you didn't seem to help you -- not mad at you.
(((HUG)))
Go tell your mom now, and here's a website to help you with the cutting issue.
http://crystal.palace.net/~llama/selfinj...
Check out hypoglycemia on the web. It is also known as low blood sugar. Some of the things you have been going through can be the result of low blood sugar.
Short term, make sure you eat protein at every meal, cut back on all types of sugar including sugar substitute and try to get old fashioned oatmeal into your diet. Salmon or tuna are the best fish to eat, because they have omega 3.
Feel free to e-mail me through my profile if you need to talk.
you need to talk to your mother ASAP, there is no reason for feeling the way that you do, and waiting around for you to have another episode. You need help and you should get it right way!!! How old are you? I would rather you get taken away and get the help that's needed than you killing yourself and putting your loved ones at a great loss. There is nothing that is worth taking your life over!! Please sweetheart go talk to your mom right now!!
Don't worry about your parents getting pissed. They will be even more pissed with you if you do not tell me your current situation. Seek help immediately. Tell your mom.
Parents would do anything for their kids. No matter what. Next time though you need to talk and don't fake your recovery.
Make better choices. We learn from our past and if you don't want to re-live your past, then look at the choices you made back then and make better ones now. Change your friends, they can have a big influence on our lives, make some friends that build you up rather than tear you down with their own problems. Have fun with life =)
tell your mom...
speak to her as she is "your mom" and if you can't speak to her then I guess it will be a problem....
find yourself a counsellor - someone that doens't know you from school - do a searchon the net maybe for one nearby you...
od again ? drugs is it? probably doens't help as you have the option..
is it a cry for help od'ing? and the cutting... that is just scary...
but we all have mental problems to some degree but most people just stay in the norm - why can't yuo adjust to society ? do you want out? find something you are passionate about maybe and use that to help you (a long as you don't try to browbeat others into followig your "way")