Inner peace?!
Question: I have had more than 10 deaths in my family in the last 4 years.The most painful being my Dad && then in Nov. 2007 my Step Dad passed.The emotional stress has really got the best of me.I have been confussed with my life && what I believe.After my Dads death I started going to church.It would make me feel good at times((I think it was only because I was getting out of the house)).Then I realized that was not what I needed or wanted.I couldnt let my family know @ the time what I believed.I was Wiccan.Then a few years later I started slowly started working with my Spirit Board.A few days after using it my Step Dad passed.That shocked me.I left everything alone.Now I am really needing inner peace.I need to know if anyone could give me a few tips for something I can do to help relieve this inner pain??I dont have alot of time during the day.I have two children.So whatever it is I need it to be fast!!Thanks!!!
Answers: I have had more than 10 deaths in my family in the last 4 years.The most painful being my Dad && then in Nov. 2007 my Step Dad passed.The emotional stress has really got the best of me.I have been confussed with my life && what I believe.After my Dads death I started going to church.It would make me feel good at times((I think it was only because I was getting out of the house)).Then I realized that was not what I needed or wanted.I couldnt let my family know @ the time what I believed.I was Wiccan.Then a few years later I started slowly started working with my Spirit Board.A few days after using it my Step Dad passed.That shocked me.I left everything alone.Now I am really needing inner peace.I need to know if anyone could give me a few tips for something I can do to help relieve this inner pain??I dont have alot of time during the day.I have two children.So whatever it is I need it to be fast!!Thanks!!!
I am sorry for your loss and I understand what you are going through. I was pregnant and due any day and I had a sonogram At 8 mos. I had just found out that day that I was having a boy.My husband and I were so overjoyed that we went out and told everybody the great news .The next day was the worst day of my life.I started gushing blood. I went to the hospital and everything got so much worse. To make a long story short I was taken into surgery to have a c-section. My baby died. I got to hold him the next day. I cried forever it seemed. Even after a year I still had tremendous sadness and this huge hole or void. It seemed to penetrate my soul. That was 8 yrs. ago. I still see his beautiful face.For the extremely short time I had him I do find time to remember some good things. I remember how much he looked like me. The smell of the baby powder on him,his tiny fingernails, How much he looked like just another sleeping baby. Time does heal all wounds but sometimes it is hard to get through some of our darkest moments. You just talk through it. You look for the positives. Turn negatives into positives. I still cry now and again but the pain isn't intense anymore. I have become numb to that pain. I had another baby since so I keep busy too. I keep my baby's memory alive too. There really is no way to stop pain but avoiding it makes it harder. Feeling it makes you stronger.
just look to your kids and be happy they are here
relax with marijuana, hot Green Tea, and a friend or two.
pray to God
he will give you strength
ask
My only suggestion is start attending church again.. take your children. The people.. the preaching.. you will find inner peace, don't have doubts.
The pain will take time....time being the only healer....when people pass away...to me..I am happy for them to be in a place where they no longer hurt...and wait for us to meet up with them someday.....Wicca is not the problem....it;s how you use your Wicca powers.
Im really sorry that all of this has happened.
I would suggest going to a counselor, even though you think it will not help, it really will.
Maybe you should start going to a Christian church. Having Jesus in my life is the only way I have ever had inner peace.
Good luck in life and with raising your children!
Although you are or have been Wiccan, I am going to suggest you read the book of Psalms in the Bible. It has many comforting passages- especially those written by King David. King David experienced much trouble and turmoil in his life, yet he could rejoice. Blessings on you in your search.
how many step dads do u have? well, just value what you do have still. Use it to help others. I lost my cousin when she was 10 and i was 8. She had a brain tumor, so now if anyone needs advice for dealing with that i can help. TRY TO FIND THE SILVER LINING IN THE GREY CLOUD.....
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