Can't take it?!
Question: i've been self-harming with scissors (never enough to draw blood except once) people at my school were making fun of me and talking about me behind my back. the only REALLY good friend that i have has moved to another school. i constantly think about what it would be like to end it all, or run away. i act fine when i'm around my other friends, so they won't worry.
i keep thinking of ways i could just end it, and plans to run away. how can i stop thinking these things?
Answers: i've been self-harming with scissors (never enough to draw blood except once) people at my school were making fun of me and talking about me behind my back. the only REALLY good friend that i have has moved to another school. i constantly think about what it would be like to end it all, or run away. i act fine when i'm around my other friends, so they won't worry.
i keep thinking of ways i could just end it, and plans to run away. how can i stop thinking these things?
Don't run away (although i have no idea about home life or its impact on you) as it won't improve how you feel. Is it possible to talk to your friend by phone or e-mail to help you dump your feelings somehow. I'm curious that you don't want to draw blood yet want to end it. You still have friends and have thought yourself into a corner without realising it. You seem a caring person but you also need to be brave and accept that you need help and so should tell one of your friends how you really feel because if they don't know or understand they can't help and also a likely outcome is if someone realises there is a problem they might deal with it in the wrong way without ever wanting to. Are you scared of what you are thinking of or is it the content - remember there is nothing wrong with you and if you don't act on your thoughts they can't physically harm you
you are on a dangerous path! seek medical help tell your mother or something..How old are you? Go tell someone else your problem..(someone who can actually help you)
Can you still call your friend and hang out? If she is a good friend she will make time to hang out with you. You should talk to someone you trust about your problems. Running away won't solve anything and don't harm yourself. You just need some help. I wish you the best.
This sucks badly. :S. Im sorry you have to be in this situation-- IT SUCKS. Maybe you can convince your parents to homeschool you, thats what I do and trust me it take alot of the stress away from you.. If you deff. dont like the idea of homeschooling then try to get an transfer to her school..Only if you want to though. Other than that run, excersize, ignore those stupid ppl, write in a journal. Maybe even try to get a counselor? I know these situations seem pretty xtreme but, thats the best I can come up with! :]