I Hate me, how do i keep myself from killing me?!
Question: i am a chain smoker and heavy drinker and its the only thing keeping me from ending my life right now, i don't want to feel this way but i can't help it, i know anything can happen in a minutes time but i just...don't see a reason to stay alive. and please dont tell me "oh you should stop doing these "bad" things" because it would make everything worse to quit. and also two people have told me today that they would laugh if i killed myself...so how do i stop having these thoughts? please please please help me
Answers: i am a chain smoker and heavy drinker and its the only thing keeping me from ending my life right now, i don't want to feel this way but i can't help it, i know anything can happen in a minutes time but i just...don't see a reason to stay alive. and please dont tell me "oh you should stop doing these "bad" things" because it would make everything worse to quit. and also two people have told me today that they would laugh if i killed myself...so how do i stop having these thoughts? please please please help me
You know I went a period for lots of years just wanting to give up and kill myself. And I did try, but I am so glad that I didn't accomplish my task. I thought about my cousin shooting himself in front of his brother and in my aunts house (his grandmother)and what it did to our family members that were left to grieve and wonder what we could of done to help him. Was there anything we could have done?? It was and still is devistating and your loved ones never get over it. I know you don't want to hear this but I most certainly think you should go somewhere to get some help get off of alcohol. DO NOT ABSOLUTELY DO NOT LISTEN TO THOSE STUPID PEOPLE WHO SAID THEY WOULD LAUGH IF YOU KILLED YOURSELF!!! Those people are losers. What kind of people would say that??? Most certainly not your friends. I don't even know you but I do know that your life is precious and you are worth ALOT!! Have you talked to a therapist?? I know from experience that talking to my therapist is the most wonderful thing I have ever done. I know that when I talk to my therapist I listen to what I am saying and I try to figure out what I mean by everything I am saying. And if I have ask my therapist anything he will help me figure it out. I just think therapist like through a guidance center is so powerful and awesome. And I hope you can find someone to talk to about what is going on inside your mind. And I have had depression for 30 years, so now along with therapy, I go outside and fiddle around in my yard, play with my pets, now I can get on my computer. Just got one a couple of months ago, it's over 10 years old, but it is mine. So look UP and also think of positive things in your life. I would like to help you all I can. I do not want someone to have such terrible, crushing thoughts. FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST IN THE WORLD, YOUR LIFE IS VERY PRECIOUS. YOU DESERVE ONLY THE BEST LIFE HAS TO OFFER. ANOTHER THING PLEASE, DO NOT ISOLATE YOURSELF, BE AROUND POSITIVE PEOPLE EVERY CHANCE YOU CAN!!!!! Good Luck To YOU !!!! And don't hate yourself, LOVE YOURSELF and be proud of being your own self. Love your individual self. You have things to offer that no one else has. Embrace your kindness and your wonderful assets.
See a psychiatrist.
first of all: TAKE A DEEP BREATH!
Everything is still ok. There is a secret reason behind your drinking and smoking. You DO know what it is (and don't lie to yourself.)
I would NEVER laugh if you took your life. I would be very very sad. I promise!
Ok. so you find it hard to quit. That's ok, so do so many others.
This is how to stop the thoughts: no matter how much you are suffering (because of that secret reason), try for a second to think of someone who is in a worse situation than you. Then thank your lucky stars that your life is not as messed up as theirs. There are children constantly being abused by their parents in all sorts of ways, there are mothers whose kids are being torn from their arms and slaughtered right before their very eyes. Next, call up a friend. Finally, find somewhere to volunteer your time so you can be exposed to other peoples miseries. Believe me, those people sure could use to see you alive (because no one ever comes to visit or to lend an ear.) Your life is valuable to someone special out there. Now go find who that person is.
By the way: someone could learn from you about how you got over this. Stay alive so you can help them deal with this same feeling, they will be very grateful. I promise!
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get involved with a Christian org... Save your soul...
...so if you want to burn yourself, remember that I love you.
and if you want to cut yourself, remember that I love you.
and if you want to kill yourself, remember that I love you.
Call me up before you're dead. We can make some plans instead. Send me an IM I'll be your friend.
check this site : www.suicide.org
God loves you so much. Please take moment for yourself and just talk to God,, if your feel to cry ,, its normal... im not crazy ,,, this is gonna help you,,,
take care
It's very brave of you to admit these things. These feelings are very tough to go through and it's difficult for me to answer as my brother is going through a very similar thing.
You need to get help, in that you need to see a therapist and go to rehab. It may seem silly but, they truly do help if you are truly willing to get the help.
Life is worth living and just because 2 stupid morons said they would laugh if you killed yourself does not mean you should allow them the pleasure of having it happen. Don't let them win. You are stronger than that.
Nothing is ever worth taking your life for. Nothing. Everything we go through is for a reason and what doesn't kill us only makes us stronger.
Good luck in your battle. It won't be easy but, the outcome will be worth it.
If you're interested, my faith is what saved me. Email me at bearyourcrossjs@yahoo.com.
Yes sometimes and sometimes not. Yo don't kill your self. Don't focus on what people say. Get a hobby and stop thinking and speaking like that things will only get worse. Be postive and who cares what people say, or think get therapy too u sould get help it worked 4 me think about ur family they love u and they would miss u if u kill ur self. I used to be mad all the time until i got therapy. I wasn't sad doe. People live a worst than you and they don't kill there selves use that sadness to prove them wrong. If u kill ur self u would prove them right about what they said to u. Tell the people in ur family what u want to do to ur self. Please tell us if ur still planing to kill ur self. Do u kown how many people that died wish they could live or live longer think about that. Also forgive and forget that works the best. Man im never first to answer. O u sound like this guy 2 http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;...
i was angry all the time then i got an xbox 360 it took my mine off my promb.
p.s the other guy in the link is sounds way more derpressed than u.
Read what the above said, also stay close to someone who will watch you at all times, we all have our moments of depression, I know it's hard, but we have to fight throughout it and continue to strive through our life, there are many great experiences to be had and new friends to be made, try to write a Poem, Short Story, something to forget whats on your mind try watching some comedy clips and stand-up, but ultimately I think you should see a professional ASAP
Okay, I would visist someone extremely close and just talk or cry. I would study the bible and get involved in something to take my mind off it. Please get some help, its gonna be ok.
Honey, please just take a moment. I really believe you can come back from where you are. Its never too late and you are never too fargone. Love ya, that was a nice message. In all seriousness, please see a psychiatrist. They really can help. I have hope for you...it sounds like youve just had thoughts so far and not actions. I will pray for you.
please call a helpline dont do it. my little brother did at 16 (8 years ago) and im still not over it. im telling you SOMEONE loves you. if you love them dont put them thru that pain. you need to seek help for yourself and get your mind right. people say stupid **** like they would laugh cuz they dont believe you or they dont know what to say. even if nobody does care...meet ppl who do care and be around them.
just buy some weed 1 gram should do it. and slow down on the alcohol it will make you sick if you mix weed with too much alcohol.
who are these two people ?
you really should try reading your bible.
it will change your attitude.
dude , get an xbox or a ps3... am not kidding or find an inspiration..there are lots of things, if i were u .i would get me a woman that i can live with then start loving her
The smoking and drinking are not keeping you from ending your life, you are. Just the fact that you have posted this is a cry for help. Please talk to someone, see a Dr. There is a lot of help to be had and there is no reason for you to feel this way or for you to go through this by yourself. You need to be in a positive environment with a good support group of friends and/or family that will listen to you.
The smoking and drinking are the least of your problems, get help with the depression and you might find that it will be easier to rid yourself of the other vices one at a time.
It is easiest to avoid trying to justify life. You likely will get nowhere.
Why NOT stay alive? At this point, who gives a damn? It won't make a difference either way; life is given and taken everyday, and you'd just be one of masses within the moment of your perpetuation or extinction. This is all finite, but with no potency, no purpose, within the time limit of existence. Do with it what you will. Like I said, who truly gives a f-ck? Roll with it.
And do not join some f-cking religious bullshit.It is interesting stuff, yes, but brainwashing and deceptive.
Pray, go to a church, and see a psychiatrist. Yes you need professional help, but you also need to know that God loves you. No matter what you are doing or what happened to get you where you are, He loves you so much. It may sound hokey to say this on an Internet message board but it is true and I am not ashamed. People may let you down, yes even good people or people who love you because none of us are perfect and we all make mistakes. But God will never let you down. He will give you peace, love and joy. He is not out to make you miserable. Yes sometimes bad things do happen due to the evil in the world. But the reality of God's love is not that He sometimes allows bad things to happen, but that He is always right there with us loving us through the bad times, and He will never allow us to have more trouble that we can handle. I am praying for you.
Oh, please realize that the opinion of anyone who says he or she would laugh at your suicide is not to be counted.
You need to go into counseling. Why don't you call a suicide hotline and talk to someone?
I have tried to kill myself multiple times. And it helped for me to talk to someone about it. i know it might be awkward but there is a sucide hotline you can call. i got shipped away to treatment for a while and that was very helpful too. But i dont think that u would want to do that. But when i was laying in the hospital i realized i didnt want to die and was terrified that it was too late. So even tho life might suck right now it can get better. killing yourself isnt the answer. And there r places you can go to get support. there is AA and different organizations like it. So ya plz dont kill yourself and u ever need to talk someone im willing to listen
everyone makes mistakes.
DONT LISTEN TO THEM!!!
things can get better if you make them get better...
do you really want to give up? and die??
SHOW THOSE PEOPLE THAT YOU CAN BE MORE THAN A JOKE. show them that your important.
im 100% sure that you will change if you make yourself change.
Sounds more like bipolar to me, their has got to be something good that you like about yourself. I can name one and i don't know you. But from you writing this it shows that you are alive, a human, and you have feelings.....It does get better, you just have to be around to see it. Meds will stop those thoughts, its a chemical in-balance in your brain which makes you have these thoughts the meds will balance everything out. It takes about 6 months to get the meds right and your life will be so much better.