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Question: I'm going to kill my self...
Dear Mother & Dad,
Please forgive me. I have tried to be good to you both. I love you both very much and wanted to get along with you both. I have tried.
I have wanted to go out with you and Dad but I was always afraid to ask for I always felt that the answer would be no.
And about Bud, I want to dismiss every idea about him. I don't like him any more than a companion, for a while I thought I did but no more, in fact, I am quite tired of him, as you know, I get tired of everyone after a while.
And mother, I wish that you hadn't called me a liar, and said I was just like Hap. as I'm not. It is just that I am afraid of you both at times, but I love you both very much.
So Long
Your loving daughter
that will always
love you
Mary
P.S. Please forgive me. I want you to, and don't think for one minute that I haven't appreciate everything you've done.
Answers: I'm going to kill my self...
Dear Mother & Dad,
Please forgive me. I have tried to be good to you both. I love you both very much and wanted to get along with you both. I have tried.
I have wanted to go out with you and Dad but I was always afraid to ask for I always felt that the answer would be no.
And about Bud, I want to dismiss every idea about him. I don't like him any more than a companion, for a while I thought I did but no more, in fact, I am quite tired of him, as you know, I get tired of everyone after a while.
And mother, I wish that you hadn't called me a liar, and said I was just like Hap. as I'm not. It is just that I am afraid of you both at times, but I love you both very much.
So Long
Your loving daughter
that will always
love you
Mary
P.S. Please forgive me. I want you to, and don't think for one minute that I haven't appreciate everything you've done.
:)
come on...
There is no need for this, please seek some medical help. There is nothing in this life worth killing yourself over... think about people living on the streets for the people in Ethiopia... they have it hard. I've had a rough road in my life, god I could share stories with you, a lot of people can't believe I am where I am and here I am, happier than ever. Sometimes you have to go through sh*t before the calm... and that's where I am, you can be there too.
And also, do you really want to go to hell?? That's what happens when you commit suicide.
why why would you do that ... it is soo selfish ... you can not bring ur self back to life ... a life is priceless noperson should have the right to do that .... everyone has problems rember it could always be worse so dont do it you will hurt soo many people even if you think you wont .. you will ... i dont no u but it i would even be sad killing ur self would be a stupid action there is other options
Ok how are your parents going to find this on Y!A??
Its a sin dont do it. Havent you been going to church?
wow that is so sad. Life gets better. It has its ups and downs. Just wait..you will get married, have kids, so much life ahead of you. Dont let feelings towards your parents ruin it for u!
So you thinking yoru parents will see this on Y!A? Good luck with that but don't kill yourself. I really think your doing this as A. a joke B. seeing the answers you get C. to see how many people care about you and D. And you have nothing to do then make up a sappy story to entertain yourself.
why would you put this on here? its like you are TRYING to get people to say oh honey, dont, you shouldnt kill yourself, etc. by posting this, it looks like you are like bragging or trying to put it in other peoples faces that you are suicidal.
to be completely honest, i think you are searching for pity.
and dont say that i dont know how you feel or whatever.
ive had depression and dealt with it for quite a while now, ive been on meds, and ive gone through a lot of personal problems.
you need to get help, go to a therapist or whatever, because they really do help.
so stop downing yourself, moping around, wanting to kill yourself.
just stop.
suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
Mary, I can understand what your going feeling. I want to know how old you are, where you go to school and has there ever been a time that you went through something and didn't think you could survive? God equips us with EVERYTHING we need to make it through every situation satan tries to convince us is hopeless. If you attempt suicide doesn't mean you will die. That is a terrifying thought in and of itself. I'm glad you are writing, keep writing and getting rid of the negative thoughts. Put it on paper,make it into a journal or a story you can share with us later. I would like to know how things turn out for you, after this situation passes. Do you appreciate the life they gave you? Then don't take it from them or force the rest of us to miss out on an apportunity to meet you in the future. Be encouraged and know you ARE loved!
Ok, before you do this, understand one thing. Mom and dad never knew you wanted to go out with them. You never asked. Being afraid of rejection is okay, but it's not the end of the world. And it's okay to change your mind about Bud. I'm sure he'll understand. If he doesn't, it's still okay. Mom was just upset when she called you a liar. She just had a lot on her mind, like you do. Somedays, life just doesn't seem worth living. But then the next day, everything seems to go perfect. Not all the time, but sometimes. For what it's worth, I don't even know you or your family, but I can relate. I feel your pain, because I have been there and have felt just like you. Please don't do this. Things will get better, believe me. Give life a chance. So many wonderful, beautiful things are waiting for you throughout your life. Love; marriage; your own children some day. If you do this, your children will never get the chance to experience the love YOU can show them, that you feel you aren't being shown. Hang in there, please! Alot of people really love you.
please email me.