Depressed; sudice; help?!
Question: for my whole life i have been upset about something. i wasnt really beaten but i did get hurt when i did something wrong. im 14 now. i have been going to a doctor for about 5 months and i didntwant to go anymore cause it was getting in the way of my personal life. but she told me that i am deeply depressed so i am on medicine. now she is giving me a month to see if i go without her. it has been about 3 weeks now. i think i am doing good but everyday even when i did go to her i will think about sudice and look at sudice stuff on the computer. i have packed my bags and almost left my house about 5 times but i didnt my parents wouldnt let me. i am failing most of my classes in school because i have a problem remembering vocab words and that is all my classes are. i have been getting help but it still isnt helping much. and the only reason im not dead is because of my grandparents that i love and they are the only ones that i do love. and now i can barly breath and my face is full oftears.
Answers: for my whole life i have been upset about something. i wasnt really beaten but i did get hurt when i did something wrong. im 14 now. i have been going to a doctor for about 5 months and i didntwant to go anymore cause it was getting in the way of my personal life. but she told me that i am deeply depressed so i am on medicine. now she is giving me a month to see if i go without her. it has been about 3 weeks now. i think i am doing good but everyday even when i did go to her i will think about sudice and look at sudice stuff on the computer. i have packed my bags and almost left my house about 5 times but i didnt my parents wouldnt let me. i am failing most of my classes in school because i have a problem remembering vocab words and that is all my classes are. i have been getting help but it still isnt helping much. and the only reason im not dead is because of my grandparents that i love and they are the only ones that i do love. and now i can barly breath and my face is full oftears.
Please tell your Dr. or someone that you are having suicidal thoughts. They will pass - you may need to have your medicine adjusted. It is very very difficult to be in highschool, especially when you are depressed, but please do not hurt yourself, you CAN feel better. My father was depressed and committed suicide - our family never healed. PLEASE don't hurt yourself - if you have no one to talk to; call 411 for a suicide hotline in your area - your call is confidential.
PLEASE DONT KILL YOURSELF!!!! LAST YEAR MY SISTERS BF KILLED HIMSELF AND SHE WAS SOOOOO DEPRESSED THAT SHE ALMOST KILLED HERSELF.....SHE IS DEAF SO SHE HAD ENOUGH PROBLEMS BUT YOU CAN ALWAYS EMAIL OR IM ME @ THE_QUIET_SCREAM@YAHOO.COM............I AM ALSO 14
When you say "sudice", are you meaning suicide? I just wanted to clarify that before I made a serious attempt at answering your question. And, if that is the case, if you think the medicine is "getting in the way of your personal life", just think what suicide will do to your personal life, if that is what you're talking about. God Bless you.
Please don't give up. I don't know what u r going thru but I do know things suck a lot of the time. Thank God your parents wouldn't let you leave, they love you. It will all work out.
Honey, come on, you are growing, do you wanna know something?... you are just different and you have to love yourself. All most 97% of human beings go through this phase in all their life or in some points in their life.
Stop brooding in your own thoughts. There is a beautiful world out there and there are so many people, who you do not know, wants you. Do you know that? Not just your family. You have a mission in this life that is why you are here.
I dont believe you were born depressed and dont believe what someone else says you, if you believe so- what is wrong in feeling depressed? It actually opens a door to find, who you are and to find what you love in life. Take it in this way. There are lot of good people out there. May be you are depressed for a purpose, so you can understand people who are depressed much better than others, and may be in future you can be a doc, who helps people in the same boat and you can be a living example on how and what you did with your life by being different. All human beings are different. Be happy for being different.
Cheers Buddy
Well to start you know that a lot of people love you in this world and they want the best for you and if (God forbid) you hurt yourself you would also be hurting them. i know u don't want you're grandparents hurt over you especially because of all of their love for you. high school will come and go and although it is sometimes difficult we all get through it. Your still young and you can improve your grades and go onto college. If there is one thing my grandparents would of wanted most for me is for them to see me graduate.
Love your family and the world because we all love you back =D