I don't know what to do.any suggestions..?!
Question: i have final exam after two months and i doing poor in studies.i don't know what to do.i hav got depression n i m just 18.my parents want me to do good in studies but i can't.i try my best.its just studies thats killing me.when i tried suicide last time.my frnd said" its just grades.grades r not evryhting".i really don't what to do.i m a big loser.i deserve to die but i promise with someone not to killmyself and i don't want to dissapoint her.my parents tell me u hav to go to college but i hardly pass in high skool and they think i should go to college.but they say its for ur good.no one understand me.i can't be up to their expectations and i wish i could die but that also is like breaking someone trust in u.also my parents i should stop anti-depresents now but i can't live without them.its since 3 yrs i hav been using them but i just like i m total destroyed wihtout them.i am using escitalopram,imprimanine hydrochloride and levosulphride and i can't live without them..
Answers: i have final exam after two months and i doing poor in studies.i don't know what to do.i hav got depression n i m just 18.my parents want me to do good in studies but i can't.i try my best.its just studies thats killing me.when i tried suicide last time.my frnd said" its just grades.grades r not evryhting".i really don't what to do.i m a big loser.i deserve to die but i promise with someone not to killmyself and i don't want to dissapoint her.my parents tell me u hav to go to college but i hardly pass in high skool and they think i should go to college.but they say its for ur good.no one understand me.i can't be up to their expectations and i wish i could die but that also is like breaking someone trust in u.also my parents i should stop anti-depresents now but i can't live without them.its since 3 yrs i hav been using them but i just like i m total destroyed wihtout them.i am using escitalopram,imprimanine hydrochloride and levosulphride and i can't live without them..
Whoa...
You've been taking tooo many anti-depressants...way too many, and you are endangering yourself. Don't stop them but maybe cut them down...really dnt stop them. Try to find motivation, you seem to hate yourself, have low self-esteem and no self-confidence...try to work on that, believing in yourself will make you work better. Do you know what to do when you finish high school? think about that, that can be a motivation. It's good that you hold your promises, you are a true friend and try and find support on your friends...
Grades can be all that, it depends for who...
Focus on your well-being for now....
Good luck.
It sounds to me like you should go to your school's counseling office. They will have resources to help you. You're not alone buddy. There are always those who will do their best to help you. This is just a hard time right now, but you'll make it through. Just please go talk to someone.
Life is a gift from God. Suicide does not solve any problem, it creates problems. God loves you and you are precious to Him, no matter what men say. God has a great future for you.
In the Beginning God created heavens and earth.
God gives us air to breathe and sunshine to enjoy.
God gives us water to drink and food to eat.
God gives us a wonderful body and a sound mind and life.
God loves us, and we are precious to Him.
The Son of God died on the Cross to save us from condemnation, and qualifying us to Heaven.
Jesus