Ahh please help bad ? :'(?!
Question: im tired of living life ive suffered depression for aquite awhile now ive been threw alot ,all i ever do is lay around my house and mope or cry
i sometimes clean my house thats all ive ever been doing
i dont even go to school for some reasons, i am always stuck in my house doing the same thing everyday im tired of it my mom works so much she's hardly ever here my birthday iis coming up and im going to sit around and Do nothing,
should i just kill myself or what i think my life is a waste and honestly i dont know what to do anymore :'( and this depression is building up inside of me its so hard to handle when the people you love dont help you out.my brothers and sisters let me down at times they will tell me to cut myself
but at the end i love them to death.honestly they are the ones keeping me living i would be dead if it wasnt for them
i cant help it anymore ive suffered from depression 2 years im a complete mess, ive been threw so much that any normal teenage would go threw
Answers: im tired of living life ive suffered depression for aquite awhile now ive been threw alot ,all i ever do is lay around my house and mope or cry
i sometimes clean my house thats all ive ever been doing
i dont even go to school for some reasons, i am always stuck in my house doing the same thing everyday im tired of it my mom works so much she's hardly ever here my birthday iis coming up and im going to sit around and Do nothing,
should i just kill myself or what i think my life is a waste and honestly i dont know what to do anymore :'( and this depression is building up inside of me its so hard to handle when the people you love dont help you out.my brothers and sisters let me down at times they will tell me to cut myself
but at the end i love them to death.honestly they are the ones keeping me living i would be dead if it wasnt for them
i cant help it anymore ive suffered from depression 2 years im a complete mess, ive been threw so much that any normal teenage would go threw
I have depression too but i went to a doctor who referred me to a psychiatrist and now i take paxil and it is helping me,i feel it.I am able to get out of the house and go shopping now,something i could not do before because of severe agoraphobia.Listen,the answer is not to kill yourself but to seek help,you have a real life waiting for you and i know you can do it,i did and i thought i couldn't.Take baby steps towards getting better,it won't happen in a day,but it will happen! I am living proof!!You are worth more than you give yourself credit for,you are as special as anyone else.Think of the things that you do have going for you in life,you are typing so i know you have hands,you clean so i know you have legs,try really hard to be greatful for the things that you have,that is what i do,i even write them down and look at them to appreciate what i do have instead of what i don't. ~BiG hUgS~
awwwww i'm like so close to crying right now
why don't you do things that make you happy
maybe get meds
maybe i can be you girlfriend to make you happy :D
<33333 feel better and dont kill ur self
xoxo
You need to find someone who you can talk to in person...someone who can help you. Just as a general statement I am always hearing that suicide would be better for the people around you....that is not true. Suicide is the MOST selfish thing a person can do.
This is hard, I had suicidal thoughts for about five years. The strangest thing was when that went away. There was a girl that I had liked the entire time, I slowly got closer. She was often why I didn't try any thing. No one knew what I was going through, I kept it to myself. Then I tried to become her bf, it didn't work, and I let go of her. At the time that I seemed to be losing my greatest strength I found that something had changed, the thoughts slowed and disappeared. I don't know why.
All I can really recommend is go out and do something, any thing that you would like to do, or stay at home doing something you love (I prefer home.) I don't have a good answer for you but I know that things can change when you don't expect it.
Good luck, and do something you enjoy, that makes you YOU.