Need Help NOW?!?!
Question: I need help seriously.. I'm 17 & already feel like my life it over.. I have had HUGE problems in my family for years, have been treated for panic disorder, had counselling etc. and NOTHING has worked.. I feel worn down constantly, have trouble sleeping (wake up earlier than I should), constantly crying & emotional etc. I've also started having thoughts of harming myself.. It's like I've got so much anger & pain inside I can't control it :( Everyday I put on a front that I'm all happy & fine when really I'm SCREAMING inside :( It's getting to the point where people I love more than anything are pushing me even further.. I walked out of college today because I couldn't handle it :( I have lots of friends, relatives I can talk to but it doesn't help at all... I feel like I'm losing control of my life.. Where can I get help before I completely lose it? Thanks x
Answers: I need help seriously.. I'm 17 & already feel like my life it over.. I have had HUGE problems in my family for years, have been treated for panic disorder, had counselling etc. and NOTHING has worked.. I feel worn down constantly, have trouble sleeping (wake up earlier than I should), constantly crying & emotional etc. I've also started having thoughts of harming myself.. It's like I've got so much anger & pain inside I can't control it :( Everyday I put on a front that I'm all happy & fine when really I'm SCREAMING inside :( It's getting to the point where people I love more than anything are pushing me even further.. I walked out of college today because I couldn't handle it :( I have lots of friends, relatives I can talk to but it doesn't help at all... I feel like I'm losing control of my life.. Where can I get help before I completely lose it? Thanks x
I felt EXACTLY like this before, especially at that age! I PROMISE it gets better. Tell an adult in your life you need outside help, professional help. Pray! Just fall down and cry out to God. You will get through this! Life SUCKS at 17 at least it did for me, I felt like I had lived my whole life and nothing left to do but die.. it gets waaay better. Hold on!!
Look at this website: http://www.metanoia.org/suicide
If you still feel suicidal, find a hotline near you at http://www.befrienders.org or email The Samaritans at jo@samaritans.org
If you still feel suicidal, go to your nearest hospital.
You can go the MHMR resourse center in your town. They go by what you make for payment. They will help to get you the correct medication if needed and proper counseling. Don't give up. Good luck.
YOU SEEM TO HAVE GIVEN EVERYTHING AND EVERYBODY A CHANCE......DID YOU CONSIDER PRAYING OR TALKING TO GOD IN JESUS NAME? IF EVERYTHING YOU SAY IS TRUE...THEN WHY NOT GIVE GOD A TRY?YOU KNOW HE CREATED YOU...HE KNOWS THE STRUGGLE INSIDE OF YOU,WHY NOT GO TO THE DESIGNER OF YOUR SOUL? THAT'S IF YOU REALLY WANT TO BE HELPED.