19 year old girl and I NEED to Committ Suicide?!
Question: Its hard to put into words how badly my life has gone and is still going. But the gist of it is that I have been hurting for years, my mother out of many other things she and other people have done to hurt me in the past drew up a paper an might sue me in the future. I am a working student who lives on campus but works off campus. I have gone my whole goddamn life knowing that no-one truly cares about me. Everyone in life who I have met and will meet will never genuenly care for me, All i will live and die with is fakers. I have all the tools I just need. I just need to get myself mentally prepared and get enough courage to do it. I have been preparing for what it feels like for my heart to stop. I think maybe in a year or two I should be fully ready. I know everyone thinks this is stupid so I will say just for the record that I am just stating a future action.
Answers: Its hard to put into words how badly my life has gone and is still going. But the gist of it is that I have been hurting for years, my mother out of many other things she and other people have done to hurt me in the past drew up a paper an might sue me in the future. I am a working student who lives on campus but works off campus. I have gone my whole goddamn life knowing that no-one truly cares about me. Everyone in life who I have met and will meet will never genuenly care for me, All i will live and die with is fakers. I have all the tools I just need. I just need to get myself mentally prepared and get enough courage to do it. I have been preparing for what it feels like for my heart to stop. I think maybe in a year or two I should be fully ready. I know everyone thinks this is stupid so I will say just for the record that I am just stating a future action.
You'll get the message I sent to you.. take care
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Read that.
1 Peter 5:7 - casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you.
God loves you.
and so do I, even though I don't know you.
I will pray for you.
aye think before what you do ok also don't suicide
DONT COMMIT SUICIDE!!!! i care about u if u wanna talk talk to me on x36114@yahoo.com. Gp and talk to a therapist they will get all these thoughts out of your head. i will care if u wanna talk trust me, good luck, hope i helped<333
I tried to commit suicide 8 years ago - I ended up in the ICU. I never know what to say to these questions. What I learned from my attempt is that suicide is selfish and the easy way out. Everyone who cares about you and loves you and even people you don't think care will be left to deal with the pain. Not you. I never considered that. Now 8 years later I do and I realize that if I died my mother would be in constant pain every day. My life got better and things happened I never would have thought - good and bad. It's best to stick it out even though that is the most difficult thing you can do.
Talk to God and ask for help in not commiting suicide. P.S. read the bible
plz dont do it it doesnt matter how bad ur life is......last year my moms boyfriend abused me and i thought that my mom didnt care but i went to someone and they cared for me and helped me through it when i attempted to commit suicide (i tried a couple of times) but itll be wasting ur life just ask for help alot of ppl think noone cares but the truth is alot of ppl do u just need to find them
First, I dont think you are stupid. There are a ton of people that feel the same way that you do. I could try to give you all the advice I want but you may not listen, so all I will do is tell you how my life has changed.
It may not be what you want to hear, but Jesus is the answer. He loves you more than you can even imagine. The creator and sustainer of life knows everything about you and knew you before you were even born. If you are at rock bottom then you have nothing to lose. Trying praying and see where it takes you. I promise that you will experience something that you could have never imagined. You dont even need to know what to say, but that you need His help. He will come to your rescue. please email me if you want to talk more.
don't do it. it's not worth it. no matter how terrible your life is it's better than being dead. seek help.
don't die....... please--that's one less person to share laughs with, to see become famous, or to bump on the street and say "hi" even though i don't know you. there's a purpose for your life--and remember (if your religious or not) JESUS LOVES YOU..... dude he loves you so much....
I swear it will get better if you just hold on...
As bad as things may seem, u clearly fail to realize that things are not a bad as they could be. Everybody hurts at one point in their life. Everybody feels alone. U Dont know what the future holds for you so damn it STOP saying what will and will not happen. and what makes you think that by killing yourself you will be free of your life of misery and woe. you will only spend an eternity in hell which is far more worse than any hell you might experience here on earth... Not be be mean but its sad to hear a person speak such words. As bad as you may think your life is, THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO BE IN YOUR POSITION.and i think it is selfish of you to complain. I could sit here and go on and on but im not so ''good day to you''.. pray my friend... pray pray pray.
Please don`t commit suicide. You may not believe it but there ARE people who love you and need you in their lives. *HUGS* I don`t think it`s stupid at all, I suffer from depression and have done for 6 years now and I do think about suicide sometimes but it really isn`t worth it. Please believe me. When I was suicidal this site helped me. www.suicidal.com Yes, there are many bad, cruel not to mention fake people in the world but there are also kind, supportive and real people too. *BIG HUGS* Please don`t throw your precious life away....they are not worth it. *HUGS*
You always have strength to push forward. Suicide is giving in to the test of your own will to succeed. You can't let other people and their petty issues ruin and END your own life. Life is so amazing, why not live it up?
You have so much hope and promise. I lost my cousin to suicide and I don't know if my life can ever be the same. I don't know if she felt the same way as you but I know she left behind many, many people who love and admire her and whos hearts ache forever for her loss of life. I know it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel, but you could be the person who could end up finding a cure for cancer, or AIDS or a way to help save the planet. Regardless of what you end up doing you are special and important in your own way, and I'm not sure if it is necessarily "courage" that urges one to end their life, but rather courage that allows us to get through hardships. There are so many of us who know you can make it through- with help you can do it! You are never alone in this...
Please call a hotline or e-mail me if you want...
Read "A Long Way Down" by Nick Hornby. It's about four people who are all ready to commit suicide. Their solution is to pick a date in a couple of months to see if they still feel the same way and do it then.
I find it's easier talking to somebody one to one. I'd like to talk to you about this. I'm only 16, but I'd really like to talk to you and maybe discuss this...?
Greg0rz@hotmail.com (that's a zero)
Please, just consider it, I don't want to see you go through with this.
Please don't do it. PLEASE i'm begging you don't do it. As a person, you have the chance to do something great. You have a place in this world and a part to play. What will happen when that space is empty? What will we do? noone else can fill it. We NEED you. If you ever need someone to talk to You can email me. cavanaughlisa@peoplepc.com. Dont let the past drive you to this. Strive to the future, and stand on a golden mountain of sucess so u can turn around one day and smile down on all the crap. Becaue it didn't control you. I don't know you yet, but if i got to know you, I could sincerely say that I love you. God loves you, and feels for you. talk to him too.
ok..i know u've got this ALOT but..u really shouldnt do it!! i know someone who was going to commit suicide....but one of her friends cried and begged and pleaded with her to wait a while and see how things would go.....and she finally converted her and slowly but surely..things started getting better for..she had to pray..and work for it..but eventually her life came together and she is doing alot better now.....and i know i dont know you and all but i would be really sad if you did commit suicide...you never know what Gods plan is for you...you could be a very special, chosen person...u know..alot of people who did great things had really bad childhoods! so yah..i wouldnt give up! plz dont!! And u know.....i guarantee that at least one person in this world loves you!! (not counting God!! he does too though!!) u may not know it but it's true!! Please dont do it!! <333
don't say no 1 loves u, idk u but i love u, as a friend if u need 2 talk 2 me contact me @ yorkjeff59@yahoo.com