Someone Help me?!
Question: I can't take this anymore. I just can't do it. My grades are dropping, I don't feel like working anymore. I just want to die. My father got Ibprofun the other day, and some muscle relaxers, if I take alot of those, will it for sure kill me? I'm so sick of life, getting teased, coming home, no1 wants to hang out with me. My only 2 true friends are online ones. I told my mom about this like way back in November, and all she did, was lecture me, and make me watch Dr. Phil and Operah on suicide. Then she hit me over the head and told me never to think of it again. My dad just sprained his back, why the hell am I jealous? I hate my personality, and my looks. I hate everything. I'm tired of crying. I'm so sick of getting yelled at. I get jealous of my own best friend, shes online, and her other friends matter more than me. When I tell her about suicide and everything I bring her down. How do I make this stop, I feel like I've hit rock bottom.
Answers: I can't take this anymore. I just can't do it. My grades are dropping, I don't feel like working anymore. I just want to die. My father got Ibprofun the other day, and some muscle relaxers, if I take alot of those, will it for sure kill me? I'm so sick of life, getting teased, coming home, no1 wants to hang out with me. My only 2 true friends are online ones. I told my mom about this like way back in November, and all she did, was lecture me, and make me watch Dr. Phil and Operah on suicide. Then she hit me over the head and told me never to think of it again. My dad just sprained his back, why the hell am I jealous? I hate my personality, and my looks. I hate everything. I'm tired of crying. I'm so sick of getting yelled at. I get jealous of my own best friend, shes online, and her other friends matter more than me. When I tell her about suicide and everything I bring her down. How do I make this stop, I feel like I've hit rock bottom.
Listen sweet pea...
What you're talking about is not unusual for adolescents.You didn't mention how old you are,but,I'm assuming you're not over 21.
Feeling these "dark thoughts" are normal...but,only if they last for brief periods.If this is an ongoing thing,you MUST talk to someone!!!!!!!!! If not your parents,then someone in authority...a guidance counselor in school...a minister...the local mental health agency...SOMEONE! Someone in authority can get you feeling better in a somewhat short amt of time.
Please don't get hooked on the computer to solve all your problems...it's meant as a tool we use,not as a savior or primary way to deal with things. You can't replace solid friends with online friends you never met.
Once you get some help ...GET ACTIVE!!! Go somewhere and offer to spend an hour or two helping other people,,,like,reading to elderly people in nursing homes...going to a hospital and spending time just doing little things for someone else. While helping other people,you'll soon forget about your own problems and will start feeling proud of your own accomplishments. You never know,it could lead to a future career,like me. I went to a nursing home to help out at 17(I'm now 50),fell in love with it,,,and became a nurse.That was 35 years ago and have been honored many times for my career and have felt very proud of what I have done. During that time,I raised my children and they have told me how proud they always were that I am a nurse.
Go to church and learn how to pray...believe me,IT WORKS!!! You can find a peace that surpasses all understanding when you pray and get into HIS word(the bible)join a bible study group for your age group.
There's so much life has to offer,but,you have to get yourself active and learn to appreciate the good things,and,,,cope with the bad,...it takes some training to learn thse things.
As far as overdosing on meds...DON'T THINK ABOUT IT!!!! You can survive but be paralyzed,, unable to move or do anything at all for yourself.I've seen it too many times.
Please email me if you need someone to talk to.I'm lollymelinda@yahoo.com.
You are precious,but,YOU have to know this,it has to start with YOU!!!
Please stay safe,,,and PLEASE...talk to someone!!!!
LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,
Melinda
Talk to your school councilor. If she/ he is a good one, they will help you. I just answered this for another girl, what you feel is "normal":
http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;...
Don't let anyone pick on you either. If you can, find a way to avoid them. No one has a right to abuse anyone else.
Suicide is not the answer i can honestly promise you that, you need to be strong. How old are you? I promise you there are other people who are going through similar things, I know for sure. It seems like things are rock bottom but they will improve. I have felt the same way as you efore but I am making it out. You need to be willing to change what you have if you dont like it. Is there anywhere you can go and volunteer, like at a shelter or something? I did this when i felt the same way as you and it helped me soo much. Meet people who don't go to your school. People are assholes, i know..but understand that you cant let them bring you down. you can get out of this if you really want, nothing is ever the end/ a bottomless pit. Try talking to a teacher if your parents don't understand. your not alone
How old are you? Your life is just beginning! Trust me lots of ppl of all ages go through a time were they are so depressed they just wanna die, I went trough a few of those myself. Even my mom told me that she felt that way a few months ago! I just remind myself that I'm only 19 yrs. old and need to start working on a bright future. Just try your best at school and don't quit your job. Save up. And as far as friends, if you're friendly you'll get friends. I suggest you make a list of goals for your life and really try hard to acchieve your goals. Your parents seem to care for you. When I told a couple of my friends that I just wanted to die they just said 'shut up don't think like that'. Since I'm Christian reading my Bible really helps. Trust me, you can get over this! And when you look back you'll just wonder why you even thought of that!! If you ever want to talk you can email me 'evyweby@yahoo.com'