How do i handle this situation ?!
Question: firstly im a 30 year old BPD and PTSD sufferer who has suffered a very traumatic life....iam presently waiting for therapy.........my long term aim is to move to europe or beyond.......but iam at diadvantage because ive never been employed.....never studied or gained qualifications because of my problems..
in the past i have suffered extensive bullying from a particular ethnic group...i wont say which incase i get accused of racism........i have also suffered mind games fom people.....patronization....being belittled.....people saying things ' subliminally ' to upset and undermine me...others making me feel inferior.
ive suffered alot of this and unfortunatly still encounter it by people...the way im treated by people...the aloofness...the mind games.
plus the certain ethnic group who used to bully me in my earlier life ive noticed...seem to follow me around....every place i go...like thir trying to purpousfully provoke me or railroad me..
i know it sounds paranoid
Answers: firstly im a 30 year old BPD and PTSD sufferer who has suffered a very traumatic life....iam presently waiting for therapy.........my long term aim is to move to europe or beyond.......but iam at diadvantage because ive never been employed.....never studied or gained qualifications because of my problems..
in the past i have suffered extensive bullying from a particular ethnic group...i wont say which incase i get accused of racism........i have also suffered mind games fom people.....patronization....being belittled.....people saying things ' subliminally ' to upset and undermine me...others making me feel inferior.
ive suffered alot of this and unfortunatly still encounter it by people...the way im treated by people...the aloofness...the mind games.
plus the certain ethnic group who used to bully me in my earlier life ive noticed...seem to follow me around....every place i go...like thir trying to purpousfully provoke me or railroad me..
i know it sounds paranoid
((Hugs)),
Your not alone, I hear you loud and clear.
I can tell you now that you are probably very attractive and very bright, this is your problem you are possibly a threat to others. The reason you receive this pathetic treatment maybe because you need to grow a backbone and give these people a piece of your mind (tell them how you feel). I am positive that you are a genuine and kind person. You have to become less sensitive (try hard) in order to protect yourself. Read up on Neurosis, and anxiety. It is helpful.
Yes, this is a build up of a lifetime. Stay away from the nasty people and build your life to the fullest because you can, and deserve to be fulfilled. You are still young!
I also add that you are not paranoid, you are actually very aware of whats going on around you. I believe you are most likely misunderstood and mistreated.
You can email me if you like, x
Maybe you should change your point of view, how you think that others are treating you, try to see others behaviour in a more positive light, i am sure if you give people a chance, you will find some good ones, try to become more social, that will help you to cope better with the nasty ones if you build your own social network.
tryb some learnt pattern theropy it seems to me you think everyone is trying to treat you the same.
You keep asking this same question over and over again...I can see that you are stuck in the vicious cycle of BPD. You are not ready for help yet, when you want it come talk to me.