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Question: im 30 with bpd and ptsd whos had a very hard life....ive never been employed or gained qualifications....never built up ' any ' relationships....ive always struggled to mix and have a big low self esteem.
because i was bullied and victimized severley growing up, it gave me alot of problems with anger and rage which ive had since 16...anger that was supressed.....i never stood up to my victimizers and let them bully and manipulate me....thats my idea for why i had a rage problem.
years ago i used to have rage and aggressive outbursts in public...where id caused myself to be pointed and laughed at...even attacked by thug types....ive suffered head injuries to...ive been very lucky....but ive improved & dont have outbursts anymore....but im still aloof...put barriers up and am very wary of people.
in the past i have made attempts to try and do things but people seemed to be non accepting...aloof and unfriendly towards me...so i gave up..
this time at 3o i know i have to go outthere
Answers: im 30 with bpd and ptsd whos had a very hard life....ive never been employed or gained qualifications....never built up ' any ' relationships....ive always struggled to mix and have a big low self esteem.
because i was bullied and victimized severley growing up, it gave me alot of problems with anger and rage which ive had since 16...anger that was supressed.....i never stood up to my victimizers and let them bully and manipulate me....thats my idea for why i had a rage problem.
years ago i used to have rage and aggressive outbursts in public...where id caused myself to be pointed and laughed at...even attacked by thug types....ive suffered head injuries to...ive been very lucky....but ive improved & dont have outbursts anymore....but im still aloof...put barriers up and am very wary of people.
in the past i have made attempts to try and do things but people seemed to be non accepting...aloof and unfriendly towards me...so i gave up..
this time at 3o i know i have to go outthere
What the hell. You have been through each scenario already! What more can be done to you. You can not be harmed more than you have been. Pluck up your courage, stand up, and go out there. Smile gently at people, and if they don