I think i need help but im not sure if i am bulemic or what?!
Question: ok its like i woke up one morning and went to the mirror and jsut saw this discusting thing and i hated it and ever since iv been reading the back of food and counting calories each day some days to three days eating nothing than going crazy and eating **** loads than id feel discusting and(gross i no) and vomit it back up, and i still look the same and i wont stop till it changes but it never doese its been a few months iv been this bad i used to have depression and i recovered from self injury and iv been great happy and i am happy sometimes im not like everyone at home is misserable cause everything at the family buisness is going down hill but apart from this im fine whats going on with me?? please help!
Answers: ok its like i woke up one morning and went to the mirror and jsut saw this discusting thing and i hated it and ever since iv been reading the back of food and counting calories each day some days to three days eating nothing than going crazy and eating **** loads than id feel discusting and(gross i no) and vomit it back up, and i still look the same and i wont stop till it changes but it never doese its been a few months iv been this bad i used to have depression and i recovered from self injury and iv been great happy and i am happy sometimes im not like everyone at home is misserable cause everything at the family buisness is going down hill but apart from this im fine whats going on with me?? please help!
if you think you need help, you probably do hun.
is there someone you can talk to about this? a school nurse or counsellor? a doctor?
my hearts goes out to you, because i've been where you are and it's not nice. as hard as it is you do need to get help for it sooner rather than later.
take care, and please talk so someone who can help you ASAP xoxo
Yes you need help. You are feeling a lack of control in your life and that might be why you see yourself as disgusting. Bulmia is a very serious disorder and can cause serious health problems. I know this because my best friend was bulemic for a long time. Depression is anger turned inwards and that is what it sound like you are doing. You are self hurting. Get some help ASAP because its only going to get worse.
Please tell someone immediately! You definately have some deep personal issues that need to be dealt with asap. If you are too shy to tell your parents, husband, or whoever, there is always help out there. There are alot of hotlines you can call and they can tell you what to do next on contacting a counselor or whatever you chose. You are not alone just keep that in mind, there is always someone to help.
Yes you sound bulemic.. get some help... there are crisis hotlines, or call a friend... but get some help somehow.