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Question: i think im going insane. like trully crazy, it might be that my best friend just moved, or that along with him went everything i cared for, it could also be that in the past month iv broken everything i liked,...im sexually confused or fustrated, i have a feeling in my stomach of emptiness and im starting to worry that maybe ill never be the same after the recent drug rampage that i went on, maybe im to scared to analyze myself, maybe i feel lonely, dont we all, i feel smothered by the beauty of life, and even more suficated that mostly everyone doesn't understand it.... im so sensitive to everything around me that i want to die, or live in the jungle forever,
so to all the people that say "well whats your question?" all i can say is i dont know, but i hope you have the answers,
Answers: i think im going insane. like trully crazy, it might be that my best friend just moved, or that along with him went everything i cared for, it could also be that in the past month iv broken everything i liked,...im sexually confused or fustrated, i have a feeling in my stomach of emptiness and im starting to worry that maybe ill never be the same after the recent drug rampage that i went on, maybe im to scared to analyze myself, maybe i feel lonely, dont we all, i feel smothered by the beauty of life, and even more suficated that mostly everyone doesn't understand it.... im so sensitive to everything around me that i want to die, or live in the jungle forever,
so to all the people that say "well whats your question?" all i can say is i dont know, but i hope you have the answers,
okay crazy is something that is given to people who are not normal.... but no one is normal, now a friend moving away, especially a really good friend. that may cause some feeling of loneliness, being sexually confused and frustrated tends to be common with people, if you think you may be homosexual you dont want people to know because of the humility you think you might receive, as for the drugs, i have a feeling they arnt prescription either. all they are going to do is relieve the problem for a little bit but when you come crashing back to reality things are going to be worse. my best advice would to see a doctor about what has been going on and get your self cleaned up. hope ya do better.
I truly think you ought to turn off your 'puter, go to bed and then seek counselling in the morning.
Now. Don't think about it, just do it.