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Question: i feel like crap lately
its not temporary although i wish it was
i want to sing and entertain so badly im so confused as to how to reach the top im doing everything i can i just have fears you kno just like everyone else stuck on this planet ..
i hate how my parents cant leave me alone if im having a bad day... i hate how there ignorant to the fact that im not doing my best... its like they think im not aware of whats occuring around me... well i kno more then they think... my question is
is there any one out there that feels the same...
i also think i suffer from the following
bipolar
add
anger problems
im not sure but yea they concern me
im just so screwed up right now im 15 just so you kno
i feel alone but at the same time i kno what i need to do to do everything i want i just need to stop dweeling on my self and how other will judge cause quit frankly i dont care (haha im contradicting myself) but i can sing and do **** infront of random people just not infront of
Answers: i feel like crap lately
its not temporary although i wish it was
i want to sing and entertain so badly im so confused as to how to reach the top im doing everything i can i just have fears you kno just like everyone else stuck on this planet ..
i hate how my parents cant leave me alone if im having a bad day... i hate how there ignorant to the fact that im not doing my best... its like they think im not aware of whats occuring around me... well i kno more then they think... my question is
is there any one out there that feels the same...
i also think i suffer from the following
bipolar
add
anger problems
im not sure but yea they concern me
im just so screwed up right now im 15 just so you kno
i feel alone but at the same time i kno what i need to do to do everything i want i just need to stop dweeling on my self and how other will judge cause quit frankly i dont care (haha im contradicting myself) but i can sing and do **** infront of random people just not infront of
You want to be something that you're parents are not supportive about. They want you to get the education and all that (which is not a bad thing, and it's what parents do!), but that is not where your mind is right now.
If you think that you have some talent, and singing brings you happiness; there are SO many places online to find someone to listen to you.
There are so many places to make a CD (even at the malls) that you could send out with your picture and so forth.
You just have to look into it. I had a band that got together and they had nowhere that would even listen to them. I worked my butt off and sent out promo packs, pictures, bios, so forth, and they just got signed to a record label. Don't let anyone tell you that you can't do something, and dont' put all of your eggs in one basket if you know what I mean. Don't be depressed or angry...nothing comes easily. Find out what you need to do to have someone hear you. Send out CD's...burn them at home and keep working on it. Just don't forget that you always need something to fall back on, like an education. Never say never, and again, don't ever let someone discourage your dreams. But remember, nothing comes easy.
Best Wishes
Okay, I think your just nervous about performing in front of the people you know because your afraid as to how they might judge you, as for strangers that's what they are strangers, and there opinions might not matter to you as much as close family and friends. Parents will always look at there children as children, as annoying as that is we just have to put up with it, as for being alone your not, I've been through....or actually still am in the, "I don't know what to do with myself and my life" stage, I suffer from depression, add and ocd.
Hey x
Yes i know exactly how you feel ! It's like i come home from school in a really bad mood so then my parents start moaming at me about school making me feel worse so then i snap at my friends and they get angry so i get angry at myself ! AND ARGHHH it's so annoying and i don't know what to do ! I'm 12 and i hate this it's horrible x
When I was in highschool, I sang and played multipul instruments...I was good...but no matter how good I did, at a concert or on a solo, or at competitions, my mother would always criticize and tell me how I needed to improve...This went on for 5 years...I would cry before a performance if I knew she would be there...because I knew the moment we got in the car it would result in her yelling at me, and insisting that I do better next time....I am 26 now, and I can perform in front of huge crowds or just a few people, if I don't know them...They won't criticize and judge like people you know...and if they do, you never have to hear about it...
If you want to reach the top you have to put yourself out there...really be heard...whether that is through a recording that you put on myspace, or by entering competitions...as far as the bipolar thing goes...if you are bipolar then I would suggest seeing a therapist, they can give you medication that will even you out...It is know that some of the most creative people were bipolar...
I hope this helps you a little...best of luck to you in the future!