I have a lot of problems in my life to cope with, and i look and feel like crap,!
Question: i feel completely hopeless and lost- like theres no way back, like im lost....ive left it too late...my goals in life are all unachievable....i have alot of problems......and here they are...prepare, its a long list :
i have prematurely aged at the 3o due to a hard life and stress.
i have bpd and ptsd- i feel i look a physical wreck, im bald, my skin looks colorless, dull, pasty, open pores...rough skin, dark deep lines under my eyes stretching to my cheek bones...i feel my eyes look like dark caverns.
my other physical imperfections are: i have 2 missing teeth, at the front, bottom row due to an accident years ago..
a crooked little finger that droops over due to an injury months ago...doesnt straiten even with a splint put on for weeks.
cracked skin, tears in the skin on the head of my penis that im waiting to see a dermatologist about.......openings in the skin that are pronounced all over the head.
torn ankle ligaments, it clicks when i move it, i have to be careful how i walk on it because i can twist it easy and go sprawling over on it-- i will need surgery on it.
whilst having my ankle examined i was told i was flat footed, i was given insoles.
but whats really concerning me is my physical appearence, my face, the aging, dark lines, facial skin etc.
Answers: i feel completely hopeless and lost- like theres no way back, like im lost....ive left it too late...my goals in life are all unachievable....i have alot of problems......and here they are...prepare, its a long list :
i have prematurely aged at the 3o due to a hard life and stress.
i have bpd and ptsd- i feel i look a physical wreck, im bald, my skin looks colorless, dull, pasty, open pores...rough skin, dark deep lines under my eyes stretching to my cheek bones...i feel my eyes look like dark caverns.
my other physical imperfections are: i have 2 missing teeth, at the front, bottom row due to an accident years ago..
a crooked little finger that droops over due to an injury months ago...doesnt straiten even with a splint put on for weeks.
cracked skin, tears in the skin on the head of my penis that im waiting to see a dermatologist about.......openings in the skin that are pronounced all over the head.
torn ankle ligaments, it clicks when i move it, i have to be careful how i walk on it because i can twist it easy and go sprawling over on it-- i will need surgery on it.
whilst having my ankle examined i was told i was flat footed, i was given insoles.
but whats really concerning me is my physical appearence, my face, the aging, dark lines, facial skin etc.
anything can be done if you set your mind to it...my father (who was abused during his childhood) left his family and came all the way to america with nothing and no one and he started his business, started a family, and brought his family to america...when his siblings and parents arrived, they completely destroyed his business so he had to move away again and start from scratch all over again...and he did it, he has a beautiful family and a wonderful business...have faith in yourself and don't look back!
This is extremly hard to do stop all of this go out side find a nice quiet spot if you can in may be a park sit and enjoy ,look aroud see what you can see the sky the clouds feel if there is a wind blowing just have some quiet time even have queit coner in your room
and just enjoy the peace and quiet of siting and eat a plain good food dite and look for a way of helping some one who is worst off. then you.