Should i change???!
Question: right now i'm a quiet little shy art nerd in year 11... all my friends are singers, sports players and just proud and loud people... don't get me wrong on occasion i can get pretty loud but i'm always self concious about the way i look... and i've always been weak... all my life...
yesterday i found out the reason why... my father... he only yells at me like he did yesterday every now and then but when he does i get so scard because when i was younger after he'd yelled at me he'd hit me... and then about twenty minutes later come in and give me excuses of why he did it... and how it wasn't his fault it was mine... i've spent all my life trying to keep other people happy and now i'm sick of it... i've been through eatting disorders, feeling suicidal and constant depression and feeling that i'm never good enough...
the senior formal is coming up and i'm getting my hair cut on that night specially and i thought it was the perfect opportunity to debut the new me??? what do you think?
Answers: right now i'm a quiet little shy art nerd in year 11... all my friends are singers, sports players and just proud and loud people... don't get me wrong on occasion i can get pretty loud but i'm always self concious about the way i look... and i've always been weak... all my life...
yesterday i found out the reason why... my father... he only yells at me like he did yesterday every now and then but when he does i get so scard because when i was younger after he'd yelled at me he'd hit me... and then about twenty minutes later come in and give me excuses of why he did it... and how it wasn't his fault it was mine... i've spent all my life trying to keep other people happy and now i'm sick of it... i've been through eatting disorders, feeling suicidal and constant depression and feeling that i'm never good enough...
the senior formal is coming up and i'm getting my hair cut on that night specially and i thought it was the perfect opportunity to debut the new me??? what do you think?
I went threw the same thing when I was younger then one morning I said to myself enough is enough and I went out for cheerleader try outs and made it it was a big cofindence booster. Just look in the mirror and say none of those people at school are any better than I am and YOU GO GIRL
I think you are very mature for an 11 year old.
I think you should live as you are and be yourself.
You are amazing.
There are people who will love you for you.
I think that's a good plan.
um thats a good idea if u really want to just dont change to much! and im sorry of what you been thru