I think suicide is the only option?!
Question: each day that go's by seems to get worse and worse. I have been nice to everyone and i get looked down upon. I have been contimplating suicide for over 5 years now. Everytime i tell someone they say im stupid for thinking of suicide but that just makes me feels worse. I currently make under $ 8000 a year and i can barely afford to stay at my house. I have no one that cares. I have been depressed for 5 years because i witnessed my dad murder my mom and then he killed himself. Every time i see a doctor anyone that will listen all they say is its ok you will get over it. But everyday i feel more and more depressed.
Answers: each day that go's by seems to get worse and worse. I have been nice to everyone and i get looked down upon. I have been contimplating suicide for over 5 years now. Everytime i tell someone they say im stupid for thinking of suicide but that just makes me feels worse. I currently make under $ 8000 a year and i can barely afford to stay at my house. I have no one that cares. I have been depressed for 5 years because i witnessed my dad murder my mom and then he killed himself. Every time i see a doctor anyone that will listen all they say is its ok you will get over it. But everyday i feel more and more depressed.
Oh my God!!, I'm so sorry abut what happened to you...when I was a young girl my brother was very very abusive towards my parents and both my sisters and me, one time he even cut my mother' arm she started bleeding and everything I hated going to my house because I was terrified but it is nothing compared to what happened to you it must have been the most terrifying,... The only thing that has helped me is acting for film classes you must have heard a million times that it's therapy and blah blah but really it is!! and it is amazing, because you can speak with your soul, and you don't have to give any explanations to anybody because you're not talking about yourself you're talking with someone else's words but through them you speak your own. Find your calling, I'm not saying go to college or anything I mean you DON'T need suicide you need to find your way to freedom everyone has their own unique way (example traveling with no airplane tickets just your backpack to unthinkable places, take classes on how to fly airplanes (my cousin does this for the small planes it costs 100 dollars a class) acting The United nations become a revolutionary etc...)it's never too late I always wanted to be an actress and now I'm obsessed with politics and Che Guevara, he's my hero, it also really helps to help other people, Angelina Jolie says it too, she says she used to cut herself and that she was always depressed because she was trapped in the inner circle of herself and her problems but once she looked at the world at it's problems and began to try to do something about it even though she had no education she found peace!! Also If you haven't read Veronika decides to die I recommend it! but you have to read it entirely or you wont get the message It is about this girl who wants to be a pianist but is stuck working on a library anyway she tries to kill herself and is unsuccessful they put her in a mental institution and she keeps on trying to kill herself while she's in there anyway she hurts her heart and her and the doctor tells her that he's afraid that her heart condition has no remedy and that she has one last day to live. but after the doctor reeds some other studies that came after he realizes that she'll recover but decides not to tell her anything...and so Veronika leaves the mental institution with a boy she fell in love with while she was there and she lives everyday as if it was her last.
So I hope you all the best, that you take in consideration what I said and first you have to change your mentality because once you have thought seriously about suiciding you develop a thinking method as if something goes wrong you'll suicide , if it does'nt you wont, you have to change that!! I learned this by the movie Girl Interrupted !! It's a great movie I have it in my computer and also a ton other movies including newly released ones so if you want I CAN SEND THEM TO YOU BY ICHAT ITS A CHAT THAT THE MAC COMPUTERS HAVE BUT THAT YOU CAN DOWNLOAD FREE!!! so if you want email me!!!- byee!!!
don't do it/
Hun don't you will regret it...
Im sure they have to say more than "Its okay youll get over it"
I think you should definetly NOT do it because life is a precious thing....and there ARE things you can do to make it better!
Counciling. Or you can just calm yourself by learning meditation.
Keep seeing the therapist. They'll give you the attention you need. Suicide is not the answer.
try to find something that makes u happy ( for me it is playing the guitar) or a hobby stick to it and go see a doctor and explain the same thing u just explained to us.
No, fight and keep pushing yourself because everybody has problems too. You mind as well ride this life out till the end and hopefully it gets better.
no no no no no. please, just, no, somebody loves you please, no. i dont even know you but if you want me to help you just email me!! ive been thru it! trust me. i know what youre going through! please please email me.
Find a different doctor. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
don't do it, there is a purpose for every human being on this earth. just wait for it, no matter how long it takes. find another part time job. that will probably help.
Don't do it. You're not stupid for contemplating suicide. Go to a psychiatrist and get on an antidepressant. And you may be eligible for financial aid. Go to Human Services and see if they can help you.
don't do it.
I'm sure there's someone who cares about you.
have you tried going to better doctors?
they're not really supposed to tell you you'll get over it and nothing else...
Why comit suicde? Just ending your life won't answer anything. going through with that is stupid and it could go wrong.
I am not here.
dude, u can get thorugh it
uve been through some rough stuff man, but keep with it! maybe write a book or soemthing so much has happened to u, start new, i know it must be hard, but think positive.
its tough when doctors and ppl dont listen to wat u have to say:(
i really hope everything works out, but please do not kill urself
Suicide is not the answer. Someone out there cares. Live for your mother or anything else. If you commit suicide you can't wake up tommorow and change your mind. Perhaps further therapy and anti depressants could help.
Suicide is your right, because no one should force anyone else to live. However, if you're doing it to escape mental pain, you're not really choosing it; you're finding an escape. In this case, counseling and medication, meditation, exercise, a better diet, new relationships, and a new philosophy on life are equally good if you'll try to apply them. The only time suicide is a choice is when you can sit and logically (not emotionally) make a decision. Make a deal with yourself. Say you'll give yourself 6 months and try the previous things. If nothing gets the slightest bit better, then you can be ready to make a choice.
Suicide is NEVER an option. Rewards are given to those who are patient. Horrible experiences come and go, but your life only comes once. Try and make yourself better by looking for new jobs or find a close relative to stay with. Depression is a period of sadness and confusion, try and pinpoint the point that is causing it and stop it. But please life is so important, do not waste it. Good luck and may God bless you. ~Nam N.
if your doctors are telling you that its okay and you will get over it.. i think you need new doctors. Please don't kill yourself... please please please. I don't even know you and i'm begging you. Thats not the answer. I have lost too many of my family and friends because of suicide. You don't know how many people care about you and you probably don't even realize it! Try to find someone who will be of more help if your doctor's that you go to now aren't helping. Ask them for a referral, and they should gladly give you one. Please don't do it!
I know what it's like being depressed, but sometimes you have to make the best of it.
I've had times where I think suicide is my only option....
I know its not always easy trying to be happy, but you have to try you know?
I'm trying too.
Maybe you should try changing. Like get a new look, make more friends and hang out with them.
I hope things get better.
Don't ever ever no matter what kill yourself. Stay strong and be strong. Violence or sudicide is not the way to solve problems no matter how desperate it seems. Believe you can go through whatever it is you have to. I was depressed but through safe and peaceful ways I got over most of my depression. Stay strong. Don't let that fire of hope inside you die. Don't ever EVER commit sudicide.
volunteer with children, animals, elderly people, poor people, teenagers.... all sorts of groups where you can be involved in activities and make a positive contribution. where you can meet people who have also had a hard time and you can help them and heal yourself.
if you kill yourself you will be too dead to feel better, do you understand that?
DO NOT DO IT. You have to care enough about yourself to not do it. Do you really think you were put on this earth to go through all that and then just quit? Maybe you were put here with the purpose of helping others go through similar things as you. Everyone has a purpose and you have to find the strength to push through. Do not give up. For the people that you don't realize need you...don't do it.
Suicide is not an option!
I am so sorry to hear about your family. This is a terrible, terrible tragedy in your life. It is sure to have an impact on you! You wouldn't be human if it didn't impact you.
But you need to get treatment. I know it is hard when you are low on finances, but it is a must. And I know that YOU HEARD doctors say that you will just get over it, but I am sure that's not what they MEANT YOU TO HEAR. Do you understand the difference? The next time you hear a doctor tell you this, clarify with the doctor... say, "I'm hearing you say that I will just get over this. Is that what you are saying?" They will clarify, and I hope that you will hear something different. Also, tell them honestly about these thoughts and impulses; there is medication that can help you feel less depressed and less suicidal.
You are a danger to yourself right now. Life does not have to be such a struggle. Get the help you need. And maybe join a church. Helping people and having people who are kind in your life and having things to do everyday will really help you feel better.
Good luck, friend. Please don't kill yourself. Thank you.
you have been through a lot-- more than me. i don't think you've seen the right doctors. you need some help... there are good medications for depression as well as CBT.
depression is a 3 headed snake-- helpless, hopeless, worthless. you are (unconsciously) telling yourself that you are helpless, hopeless, and/or worthless. you need to create a rational argument against this "depressive position" and debate with yourself routinely. it's hard work.
some compassion from others would be nice to-- but don't think you deserve it; coz if you do, you're in danger of being let down. don't expect much from human beings--they're mostly selfish.
explore the spiritual part of your life.
don't do it.
maybe get an education, like an apprenticship or something to earn a little more, then come to australia cause 8000 a year sounds like an american salary, then live on the beach and bam u are happpy
It is ur only option............... See u in the next life.........
I feel like killing myself after reading this
If you don't care why should I? You are just a coward, you won't do it anyway. People who kill themselves don't talk about it, they just do it. Now you can ether kill your self or streighten up your act and try to make yourself better instead of trying to make yourself look like the victim. So what if your mom and dad died, they would have died anyway, so get over it.