Sometimes i think?!
Question: sometimes i think about jumping off of a bridge
Answers: sometimes i think about jumping off of a bridge
Sometimes I think about jumping off a bridge, a skyscraper, crashing a car, overdosing (again), slitting my wrists (again), hanging myself, swallowing fire, or flat-out self immolation.
Sometimes I get super close.... close enough to have breathed into death's mouth and feel the raunchy stench return, illiciting charcoal vomit and prescription pills, OTC drugs, and yellow vitamin water, while surrounded by powderblue coats and "You-dumb-teenager" doctoral glares.
Sometimes, most times, I wish every failure had been a success.
Sometimes, I wish the bridge was at my side and the water hundreds of feet below, with nothing but guilt to gently shove me off the edge.
Sometimes I wish it were now.
This may be depression. If you don't why you are depressed it is usually due to some internal biological reason such a hypoglycemia.
Well - if your question is should you; the answer is obviously no!!!! There are alot of people out here in this crazy universe that have felt the same way Hazel; is there someone you can talk to about what you are feeling??
Don't jump, go get help, even you go to the local police department, they'll help you get the right help and right place to go/
Go seek proffesional help before its too late and you hurt yourself for real.Get a therapist and see a psychologist.I pray that you do as I advise.May god be with you.
p.s. if you read the bible you should know that taking a life-including your own-you automatically bought yourself a ticket TO HELL.Good luck!I know you will make the wise decision.
a thought turns into words,
words turn into actions,
actions turn into habits,
habits turn into decisions,
decisions turn into your
DESTINY
take care