I have these thoughts what scare me and want know if im going crazy?!
Question: Sometimes I hear music and need to go in all the rooms in the house check if music is playing but it never is and sometimes my brain feels like its tensing, also I keep thinking theres nothing I can enjoy doing in life anymore, it makes me feel about 80 which is not good considering Im only 13 all thats been on my mind is the thought of been dead, If Im ever happy (Which has not been very often recently) its normally when Im at school with my friends, but the problem when Im happy is I act really hypoactive and crazy and start doing stuff like dancing stupidly and pulling weird faces infront of my friends to make them laugh, please, I really need know if I have some kind of mental disorder.
Answers: Sometimes I hear music and need to go in all the rooms in the house check if music is playing but it never is and sometimes my brain feels like its tensing, also I keep thinking theres nothing I can enjoy doing in life anymore, it makes me feel about 80 which is not good considering Im only 13 all thats been on my mind is the thought of been dead, If Im ever happy (Which has not been very often recently) its normally when Im at school with my friends, but the problem when Im happy is I act really hypoactive and crazy and start doing stuff like dancing stupidly and pulling weird faces infront of my friends to make them laugh, please, I really need know if I have some kind of mental disorder.
First turn on the music so you know were it is coming from. And just relax, there is nothing wrony with you. Get interested in some sports or chase girls What ever you are in too. You don't have to be happy all the time, most teens aren't. And don't think about death, It will come to all of us some time. So there is no sence in thinking about it. GOOD LUCK!!!! and have fun.
I think a lot of teens go through what you are going through, even if they may act it out in different ways.
In the teen years your horomones go wacky and they have a huge impact on brain functioning and can cause all sorts of behaviors that you've never had before, so it's not unusual to be reacting to things in different ways or doing that stuff to make people laugh.
So I think you're fine. You're not alone in feeling this way.
I am also 13 and I do exactly the same things. And I also hear voices... but that's not so much a problem as I am simply bored and have conversations with myself :P. Its embarrassing really, especially since I am moved up a grade level in school so I am with the older kids. Just try to keep control of yourself. And try something like sports to keep you busy and occupied.