I need serious help, always feeling suicidal....?!
Question: i can name you 10 bad things about u before i even come with with 1 good thing about me. im ugly, i cant socialise proparrly most of the time, and i regret most of the choices i took in life. you know, when i look at my glock 19 all i can think about if shooting myself. i cant ever have fun. when im out with the only 2 friends i have, im always quite and sad. whats wrong with me? why cant i enjoy life?
Answers: i can name you 10 bad things about u before i even come with with 1 good thing about me. im ugly, i cant socialise proparrly most of the time, and i regret most of the choices i took in life. you know, when i look at my glock 19 all i can think about if shooting myself. i cant ever have fun. when im out with the only 2 friends i have, im always quite and sad. whats wrong with me? why cant i enjoy life?
OMG! thats not good!! go get some help!!
or talk to some one!
um idk dont worry you will find friends eventually !!
just no that "god brings good out of evil"
so that means even tho life may suck right now god will soon take you into a great time in your life!!
good luck
well you should be thankful for whatever you have.
Go to a therapist.
If you are seriously depressed, consider going on antidepressents.
Ask your docter, and tell your family and friends.
Your definetally depressed, I'd recommend seeing a counselor. It wasnt long ago when I wanted to kill myself as well and a very special counselor helped me out alot. She made me realize that I am somebody and that I do have a reason to live. You need to realize this as well. Theres always something in everyone, I dont care who you are, thats special about them. Your special and you will survive. Good luck sweetie!!!
Talk to people - friends, family, a doctor, a free helpline - something like that. Make a change - join a charity,the army, go back to school.
If you don't like your current situation - change it.
Please tell someone that can help you! Life is not suppose to be like that, you have serious depression and need medical attention. Trust me, I've been where you are and then i sought help. I'm so glad that i did, life is good now and i never thought that those words would come out of my mouth. I was so embarrassed about getting help until someone asked me if i would have any problems getting help if i was diabetic. Of course not. Then i came to understand that depression is sometimes a chemical imbalance that is uncontrollable w/o medication. PLESAE TELL SOMEONE!!! I will be praying for you.
of course you can enjoy life, only if you allow urself to. i bet there are many good things about you. i bet your cute too. dont shoot urself! did God put u in this world to waste another life? is that wat He wants? is that wat ur parents want? or ur friends? maybe ur not allowing uself to be sociable. socialize more and smile! there are varioius great things about life! u just have to open ur eyes and see that life is beautiful! its a gift from God! and its extremely short so try ur hardest to make the most of it! dont waste a second! there are many people suffering out there who try to live for a second more, and here u are trying to die forever. thats not right... think of others, think of ur parents-they love you. why dont u talk to more people are learn to love life.. its easy!! i bet ur smart and funny- u just have to find that quality! good luck and believe me- DONT SHOOT URSELF!! dont give up!! ull live!! luv n luck<3
please don't kill yourself i lost my friend to suicide and it's so painful to the family and friends
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ill pray for you and please talk to your friends or someone about this
Therapy. I hear that sam-E and st. johns wort can be helpful. Maybe you need anti depresants.
Please consider that suicide is a PERMANENT solution to a TEMPORARY problem and call someone before you make a permanent "bad choice"!
http://suicidehotlines.com/national.html
1-800-784-2433 or 1-800-273-8255
As hard as it may seem to believe, you can get past this point in your life to a better place. Once there, you'll look back and be grateful that you overcame your urge to end it all.
I know, because I've been there. In a place where I didn't want to go on. Then past that horribly dark place, to happier times. I struggled with depression on & off for many years without help or medical intervention. NOT the best way to deal with it. I just didn't know any other way.
Call a friend and have them take the glock immediately! Or turn it in to a police station. Anything. Don't give yourself that opportunity in the face of depression.
You can learn to socialize. You can learn to make better choices. Heck, you can even learn to have fun. Please, call someone for help.
All the best, my friend...
You're in my prayers...
PS I bet your friends could name 10 good things about you that you don't even recognize in yourself. Have FAITH! Defined as believing in something YOU can't see (at the moment).
ETA: Don't know where you're located, but in the county I live in, we have a VOLUNTARY program to help people in crisis, like you. Through the County's Mental Health Clinic. You can walk into the Mental Health facility, get an evaluation, and stay for up to 7 days to get the help you need through this crisis, and help after to get better. Check your local mental health agencies.
BUT PLEASE, get help!
i know exactly what you mean you can read talk to someone e-mail me go to a doctor be put on meds etc.
Depression. Chronic, severe, major depression.
You have a plan, a method, and a motive.
In my world, this is the point at which we send an ambulance or a police car to pick you up and take you to the mental health emergency clinic or the emergency room.
I have a couple suggestions:
1) Force yourself to realize that this is an imbalance in your brain: your perceptions of yourself are off.
2) Give your gun to a friend or temporarily turn it in to the police or a certified gun dealer. They will give it back when you are ready, if you have a license for it.
3) Do not walk, RUN to the nearest emergency room and tell them exactly what you told us. THey will put you under observation for a period of time. It really isn't so bad - and there will be people who want to listen to/help you.
I lost my boyfriend to suicide 11 years ago, and I have never been the same since. Even if you don't think so, there WILL be people who will be deeply hurt by your death and NO, they will NOT be better off without you in the long run.
Get help, please.
Hon, I don't think you are nearly as bad as you think. Many times the depression is a chemical imbalance in our brains that we cannot control. And when we fall into depression we tend to focus on the negatives. We do that because we are depressed which makes us so unhappy and miserable and it seems like everything about us and our lives is bad. And believe me, most of us have made life choices that we regret too. But, we have to learn how put these things in the past and move on. We ask God for forgiveness, and we need to forgive ourselves. And then we move on in life. We try to do better and learn from our mistakes. And some of us have had a lot of traumatic experiences in our lives that add to our depression and sadness. When you can't deal with the sadness anymore but it just doesn't get better, it is time to tell your doctor how you feel. I have known so many people in my life, including my son and husband, who felt soooo much better once they were put on an anti-depressant. So, Please! Think about talking this over with a doctor and giving a medication a trial.
well, I can say from experience I slit my wrist twice wrist to elbow it didnt work i stabbed my boyfriend with a knife. I ended up locked up in a mental institution. That was when i was 13 years old. Now I am 33 years old I still feel ugly, fat, rejected, etc.. I still think about driving off a cliff, or slitting my wrists, or getting hit by a car but you know what i also keep this in mind. Knowing my luck it would not kill me.It would leave me a vegtable or paralized the rest of my life that is my luck. if i was in a car burning to death my luck would be somebody drives up and puts the flames out leaving me alive and burned upon recognition. I dont know you or what you look like but i can tell you think of the good in your life the kind of person you are are you a good person? you probably are but just dont know it yet. Me I personally hate most people I am not a people person but i would do most anything for anybody . crazy huh!! i also am not a sociable person but people that know me like me but before they knew me they think i am a ***** then they get to know me you can always email me back or respond back to this answer i would like to know what you think about what i have written to you.
Because I thought that I am ugly because of my acne,I lost seven years of love.but you are not that kin of unlucky
I felt exactly like that all my life (a long time). I did not want to go to a psychologist (therapist) but, I got to the point where I was seriously planning on killing myself. It was last Christmas and I was alone and hopeless. Someone I loved, for no apparent reason, reached out to me and showed love to me. They had always wanted me to go to a therapist, so I gave them my agreement to go. The first thing the therapist did was to put me on Lexapro for my depression. It slowly took away my critical nature and made me feel either happier or just a lot less angry. The therapist set out to rid me of my anger, which he said was causing my problems, the same as yours. After some very interesting observations by him, I have learned a lot about why I was that way. I am getting increasingly able to let other people be themselves without getting mad at them and focusing on what's wrong with them. Just like you, I'm an expert on spotting what's wrong with everyone, including myself. However, just because you can also criticize yourself doesn't make you impartial, just angry and depressed.
Your choice is simple, either stay in the same condition you are now in (which is probably the most comfortable thing for you) or take a step away from it by seeing a therapist and really listening to him and doing what he says.
One more story, he therapist said there are studies on all of the people who have attempted to kill themselves from jumping off the Golden Gate Bridge. All of the survivors have said that on their way down they thought of alternative things they could have done to help their situation, aside from suicide. Even though I am not completely over this, I am glad I'm still around to enjoy things and to talk to people like you. I hope you choose to live to see happiness and to help others.
Stop focusing on all the negative things. If you THINK you're a loser and no one likes you, you're going to give off a bad vibe that people will avoid. Just be positive and friendly and positive things should follow. Oh, and get rid of the gun. You're selfish if you kill yourself. Think of all the people in this world that don't even have fresh water to drink, that are starving to death or dying of cancer. They keep going because they think positively!!!!
I have had thoughts of committing suicide two. But remember you are not gonna be feeling how you are now for ever, you should go see your doctor and get some antidepressant drugs as you sound like you have depression, your doctor may send you to see a therapist, people who have tried commit suicide say they regret it. Trust me, go to the doctors and you WILL feel MUCH better.
Looking over a few of these comments...
I know exactly how you feel, I'm like that.
It's like, anything I say blows up in my face and practically ruins my life.
and I'm not a person who exaggerates, It's happened a couple of times.
Last night for example.
It's easy for people to say "you're depressed get some help"
but depression isn't always the answer
sometimes you just need help talking
alot of doctors will ask you to go to counselling before deciding whether you need anti-depressants or there of.
It sounds like, you could possibly have signs of depression.
I suffer from depression, I also suffer from an eating disorder and anxiety.
I recommend you talk to someone you're close to, family, or friend. then, if you feel comfortable, see a doctor.
I've decided to go to a specialist clinic.
Good luck to you though.