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Question: Do you want to be like Ted Bundy and try talking me out of this?:
I am depressed out of my mind. I have been deeply depressed for about a year and a half, and last Sunday, I made the decision to commit suicude. I will carry this out probably next August or July. I plan on buying a handgun, driving out about 100 miles away rom my home, hiding in a forest, and pulling the trigger. I have talked to my parents, and they are no help. They actually made the situation worse. My counselor and closest teachers have made the situation worse as well.
I'm a senior in highschool, BTW, and a male
Answers: Do you want to be like Ted Bundy and try talking me out of this?:
I am depressed out of my mind. I have been deeply depressed for about a year and a half, and last Sunday, I made the decision to commit suicude. I will carry this out probably next August or July. I plan on buying a handgun, driving out about 100 miles away rom my home, hiding in a forest, and pulling the trigger. I have talked to my parents, and they are no help. They actually made the situation worse. My counselor and closest teachers have made the situation worse as well.
I'm a senior in highschool, BTW, and a male
young in are you trying to get some attention? chill out..how has anyone close to you made the situation worse?your only being specific on your "future"plans off "trying"to kill yourself..i really think your just miserable about your now situation and wanting to get attention,if someone was that miserable/depressed they would of done something about it now,instead of telling a bunch of people you don't know of your plans.your a Coward BTW and you do need to get some professional help,you should call 911 and tell them that your going to kill yourself and you need help..if your that serious.i think you should do that.
DO NOT KILL YOURSELF. that is no way to leave this world- you have to realize what you have and strive to make your life better
Don't do that!! Just see a real theripist. If that doesn't work go to a doctor. Talk to your friends. Keep a journal. I can give you over a hundred reasons why not to committ suicide but I don't want to make you feel guilty or worse.
Next July or August? Why then?? Is there some special reason as to why you want to do it then, or is it that you are scared to do it sooner? Or maybe you want to give yourself time that someone will come along and talk you out of it?
I suffered from depression and self harmed for 4 years, and I got through it, doesn't mean everyone will, but try to look at all the positive things, you may not see them right now but they are there.
You can get through feeling like this and have a future. I hope you feel better soon.
Honestly, have you thought about the reasons you are depressed? Is there something you can change, maybe you should try meds, take a little valium or xanax, might make you feel better, also I think that if you were serious about killing yourself, you wouldnt plan it for July-August, you would just do it, and if you didnt want help you wouldnt ask anyone you would just do it, so with that said, I think you do want help, you don't want to die, you just dont know where to go to get the help you need, right? Anyways, maybe you should try spending some time in a inpatient psychiatric hospital, give it a try it will probably help, another thing you can try is most cities have a 2-1-1 hotline with crisis prevention, so try that too. much luck, stay alive, it will be worth it later, suicide is permanent, most problems are not.
i can see you dont really want to do this as you are asking for help.! please dont kill your self. how have ur parents and teachers made it worse? you sound like you have such a great life ahead and are very clever. why are you so depressed? why you want to do this? please talk to me psadie79@yahoo.com id like to talk to you more. thats only if you want to.....
So go into your phone books yellow pages and look under mental health and see what you can find. If you can't find anything then call one of the numbers in the listing and tell them that your a young kid suffering from long term depression and can't find anyone to help you and if they have any contacts you can call. And if they can't help go to another number and so on and so forth until you find someone that gives you a contact. Cause they will.
Your parents by the way are lame if they aren't taking you seriously......so to hell with them.
This is your life with or without your parents. You have a responsibility to take care of your self and your life.
Stop dwelling on what is making you feel this way, the longer you hold onto whatever it is the worse your going to be so start thinking about other things. Depression is like putting yourself in a box that has a lid. You crawl into it and day after day the longer your in it the lid slowly closes. You have made the choice to be depressed, you've allowed yourself to think and feel the way you do. You have a choice, you can think positive and think of other things to start to lift the lid of that box to the point that you can stand up and walk back out of it.
I don't know you or who you are but I really hope you don't go through with taking your life. You deserve better than what's going on with you now.........but you have the "choice" to make it better or not. So get off your *** and start treating yourself better than this.......your life and all thats ahead of you is waiting. There is much you will miss if you leave. Don't leave!
Ted Bundy, one of my favorite serial killers. LOL He was good at what he did for sure.
Seriously, suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
To me, having a history of suicidal thoughts myself and quite a few attempts under my belt, it sounds like it is time to get help. Real help. Apparently you are not receiving the support and help you need from your parents, counselor or teacher.
I believe that you are suffering from Clinical Depression which is a chemical imbalance in the brain. Please make an appointment to see your doctor. He/She can do a number of different things including refer you to a therapist and/or psychiatrist, and even prescribe anti depressants for you.
It pains me to see you suffering like this. I am a longtime sufferer of Clinical Depression and know the desperation that you must feel. I was lucky as my parents were helpful in getting me the help I needed.
Your life is precious and worth so much. You are a great person and deserve to have a happy and healthy life. I have listed some links in the source are pertaining to Clinical Depression and hope that you can find some answers there.
I have also listed some links of suicide hotlines that may be of help to you. They are able to provide you with resources for getting help. Some of the websites even list resources. The links I have provided offer a toll free number with a trained counselor available 24 hours a day, 7 days a week and there is one that can provide you with one specific to the state you live in.
Please get help! Look into these resources and make some calls and maybe speak to your doctor and a therapist before making a decision to do something that you can never take back.
Take Care and blessings to you my friend in the hope that you will find the peace that you are desperately looking for without taking your life.
Michelle