Should I throw myself in Niagara Falls?!
Question: Please read my poem but watch this short clip first:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mxCOkmHcs...
Should I throw myself in Niagara Falls
Is the water cold?
I need to die and that is clear
It's thrilling I am told
What will it be like to drive up there
Knowing I'm going to die?
Should I be cold sober
Or should I get really high?
I've podered this for ages
When are you actually dead?
When your lungs fill with water
Or when you hit your head?
And do they find your body
And is it all beat up?
Or do you just stay under
Never rising to the top?
If they find my body
And there's no ID
Who will bury my body
Will it be for free?
In future generations
Will my ancestors remember me
As the one who commited suicide
And did it dramatically?
Now have lived a full life
A healer not a quack
But all my life is ruined
And it can't come back
They say don't be a coward
You don't have the balls
But why should I suffer
When there's Niagara Falls?
Answers: Please read my poem but watch this short clip first:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mxCOkmHcs...
Should I throw myself in Niagara Falls
Is the water cold?
I need to die and that is clear
It's thrilling I am told
What will it be like to drive up there
Knowing I'm going to die?
Should I be cold sober
Or should I get really high?
I've podered this for ages
When are you actually dead?
When your lungs fill with water
Or when you hit your head?
And do they find your body
And is it all beat up?
Or do you just stay under
Never rising to the top?
If they find my body
And there's no ID
Who will bury my body
Will it be for free?
In future generations
Will my ancestors remember me
As the one who commited suicide
And did it dramatically?
Now have lived a full life
A healer not a quack
But all my life is ruined
And it can't come back
They say don't be a coward
You don't have the balls
But why should I suffer
When there's Niagara Falls?
Make a list of all the things that you wanted to try in this life and start doing them. Have you ever made a million dollars? Have you auditioned fro American Idol? Did you ride a bike across country? Have you mastered a musical instrument?Have you ever surfed in Hawaii? Did you have a hot chocolate in Switzerland? Have you ever hugged your own child? After you've experienced everything if you still want go, than go. But don't do it until you've explored all that life has to offer.
why would u want to do that?
You've bummed me out man!
Lol you put this in the mental health section. No, and I don't think you actually were planning to.
don.t be a douchebag, imagine what a pain in the @ss it will be for the people who have to go in and fish you out.........
Before you jump, make sure you believe Allah as your Lord and Mohamad(s.a.w) as the last prothet on mankind.
Islam is the answer to all your problems. Go and read the Quran and seek the truth. Allah wuld help you. MAKE SURE YOU ASK HIM.
ummm...there's absolutely no reason to jump into Niagra falls, or commit suicide in any way, unless you are dying from a fatal disease. God put u on this earth for a reason, and that reason wasn't to take yourself from it.
O YA This ones got issues.....
Suicides tend to be "forgotten" pieces of family history. Mental illness is still looked down upon.
From fighting suicidal demons since childhood, I've come to believe suicidal feelings come from stress running amok and the usual biochemicals are unable to counteract the stress chemicals, causing a serotonin imbalance.
THUS, the best FAST cure is medication, anti-depressants. After that, exercise, then therapy and/or much more socializing.
Quit illegal drugs. Quit drinking. Quit smoking. Eat healthy food, including fresh fruit. Might want to give up red meat for a while. Take hot baths - not Niagara showers. Only be with positive and good people for friends.
This is weird, but it helped me a lot - reading occult books on positive ideas (not black-devil-worship stuff) but Alice A. Bailey and Urantia far out weird stuff. For some reason, that God-spiritual stuff seemed to change my brain waves or something. A good Hatha-yoga class might help. A dancer friend once said, "Happiness resides in muscle tone."
Many anti-depressants do effect muscles..... (I don't understand how, but once when I tried to go off Wellbutrin by reducing the dosage, my muscles ached as if I were a hundred years old. So maybe the cure is dancing?
Good luck!
Zola
wow...your depressing...