Please i dont want to live anymore?!
Question: Im 16 and for the past 2 years iv lived with horrible anxitey and deppression and it has ruined my life..iv had to drop out of school i have no friends my bodys falling apart im fats and have strech marks my boobs are misshapein..my mom is addicted to pain pills..I cant go to school so i will never amount to anything..and on top of that iv had all these stange symtoms..such as my body jerking and my feet and fingers going numb..the docters think im makeing it up and so do my parents...Im so scared i have MS im tired of my life i so badly want to end it..Iv seen many docters about deppression and been on meds nothings helping..im just going to be a bum..I have nothing to live for..iv even wished someone would just come by and shoot me...im so misserable and no one understands..I have so many problems and nothing ever goes right and no one belives anythign is wrong with me physicaly or mentaly please help
Answers: Im 16 and for the past 2 years iv lived with horrible anxitey and deppression and it has ruined my life..iv had to drop out of school i have no friends my bodys falling apart im fats and have strech marks my boobs are misshapein..my mom is addicted to pain pills..I cant go to school so i will never amount to anything..and on top of that iv had all these stange symtoms..such as my body jerking and my feet and fingers going numb..the docters think im makeing it up and so do my parents...Im so scared i have MS im tired of my life i so badly want to end it..Iv seen many docters about deppression and been on meds nothings helping..im just going to be a bum..I have nothing to live for..iv even wished someone would just come by and shoot me...im so misserable and no one understands..I have so many problems and nothing ever goes right and no one belives anythign is wrong with me physicaly or mentaly please help
You sound like me when I was around your age, including the body jerks and numbness. I found out that with my body jerks, they are a thing called tics, which are a sudden singular or repetitive movement. Which might be true for you as well, its actually more annoying than harmful. With your feet and fingers they can often go numb during an anxiety attack, its a very common symptom.
You should know that your depression and and anxiety have not ruined your life, merely put it on hold for a short time and yes I know isn't feel like that it feels like forever but like your happiness this to will not last.
Try CBT, Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, it helped me and many of the people I know with depression and anxiety. It works with changing your negative thought pattern, ie when you have thought like "I'm worthless", you challenge it by thinking "no I'm not".
you really need to talk to someone look up some things on the internet- could be very helpful
DO NOT KILL YOURSELF IT IS NOT WORTH IT NO MATTER HOW DEPRESSED YOU ARE DONT GIVE UP ON YOURSELF
Don' give up! If you have MS, there are treatments, go to a doctor of Endocrinology, Good chance of finding out what's causing your problems.
It seems to me your problem is curable by your own efforts. You don't have to do anything other than stop thinking about yourself. Tell yourself, "let things take their own course-- I accept whatever happens" And then start thinking about others-- Have you ever thought how much your parents must be pained? For a change talk to them--tell them you will make all eforts to make their minds easy. Even the beggar who comes limping to your home begging-- One kind word from you might light his day----give him a part of your food.
Convince yourself you are living for others--your depression will go in course of time.
Supplement this with 2 other things-- 1. cultivate an easily accessible hobby-reading music.Do you know your computer is full of music which can make you forget everything?2. consult a doctor ask for an anti depressant and take it regularly.
Above all with a computer you are never alone. Try learning MS-paint, Power point etc We are all there with you. Tell us about your progress.
First off, with your health issues. Depression can do more than you think. It's not just a mental thing, it can be physical, too, which could help explain your symptoms.
Panic attacks can account for numbness - sounds strange, but it's true.
Another thing that can cause numbness like yours is diabetes. I would seriously consider getting tested for diabetes. Depression and weight trouble are both complications of diabetes.
The key here is that you know something isn't right. As long as you know that, you have a chance to make it right. the good news is that you're seeing doctors and you're trying to sort it out. With mental health it can sometimes take a LONG time to find the right drugs and treatment. It is trial and error. You've got to stick with it because once you figure out the root of the problem, everything else will fall into place.
I wouldn't worry too much about having MS just yet. You've got to have more symptoms for a diagnosis and as it stands there are a lot more things that could explain your symptoms that are a lot more common.
You can't change your family, you can only change yourself. Don't forget that once you've got some things worked out you can always go back to school. there are a lot of GED programs out there.
Um, I think you excersize the downer parts of yourself, and not the uppers, try not focusing on your downers whatsoever, if you want to be happy, swith the colored tv to a black 'n' white one.
Don't get soaked apon what they say, when they say your wrong, you know yourself enough, I think my advice is just get to know the greater self. good luck!
it sound pretty pointless to live in your situation. so change it:
even if you have to run away, give yourself a reason to live. even if it is to hitchhike across the country, that life is preferable to death.
you have everything to live for. even though right now it seems like you might not, you do. if none of your doctors help try going to an emergency room. dont end your life. you have something to live for. everyone does. about the weight problem, when your depressed it is hard to loose weight. and you tend to eat when your not hungry. try eating healthier unprocessed foods. and drink one glass of water before each meal and drink water after every bite of food. it helps to fill you up faster but with less food. life can be hard especially when you feel like no one cares. but theres always one person out there that loves you more then anything. dont ever forget that.
Hi sweetie, There is so much help out there for you. Your only 16. You have to start living for you not your mom. I am 39 years old. Today is March 27,2008. My mother is in the hospital for trying to kill herself for the second time. I don't know if you are a believer in God or not. There are two roads in life to take. The road to I CANS or the road to I CAN'T. Do you have to stay home and take care of your mom? It seams you have a lot of anger built up in you. You need to learn to love yourself. I'm sure you have heard all this before. I know the suicide hot line can get you help. The # is in your local phone book. What about your dad is he addicted to anything? YOU ARE NOT A BUM, YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL YOUNG LADY. You know when you think you have it bad there is always someone out there who is worse of than you. Fight with all your might. Preachers are great consulars. Don't take your own life my child. Fight back with all your might. Praying For You
Make a copy of what you have told me
Find the Medical Body of Medicine for your State and ask them what kind of Doctor would best guide you through this period of your life It sounds like you have to depend on your self
Your SPIRIT within has picked an earth suit that is a challenge! Try with this suggestion to get your earth suit cleaned and pressed before you toss it away.
God does not make junk. He is watching how you handle
this problem. I'm rooting for you!!!!!!!!!!