I feel alone and uncomfortable. but i fail to see why?!
Question: I want someone to share my emotions and feelings with, My Friends practically Disowned me because I decided to get off drugs, because they weren't doing my mind and favours, my remaining friends I can't really open up to because they just dont think like that, I'm Single and being alone has made me contemplate suicide to a degree of planning it, its just gathering the guts for the final step, But i dont want to end myself knowing something could be done. Could it be my Mental health causing this, I worry alot but i have noone to turn too.
Answers: I want someone to share my emotions and feelings with, My Friends practically Disowned me because I decided to get off drugs, because they weren't doing my mind and favours, my remaining friends I can't really open up to because they just dont think like that, I'm Single and being alone has made me contemplate suicide to a degree of planning it, its just gathering the guts for the final step, But i dont want to end myself knowing something could be done. Could it be my Mental health causing this, I worry alot but i have noone to turn too.
First of all, well done for getting yourself off drugs. They are of no use to you at all and a residual amount of them is probably making you feel this way. Secondly, if your friends disowned you, they were not your friends at all.
You have to consider yourself your own best friend at the moment. If you imagine talking to yourself as if you were your best friend, what would you say? You would tell your best friend to get up, get out, start making new friends and talking to people. There is so much to do out there in this world and this is just a temporary blip in your life, I promise.
You will look back on this episode in 10 years' time and think "I am so glad I did not go through with suicide".
Keep busy. Talk to people. You WILL be fine.
Definitely look into talking to a counselor. Or - talk with someone at your local church. I'm sorry your are feeling so badly. There's so much to see and do in life. Don't sell yourself short.
You can always turn to God. Cultivate a personal relationship with God not involving anyone but you and God. ask yourself who you really are-faults and all, then ask yourself who you would like to be in a perfect world. Work on closing the gap between the two answers. I have been through a similar situation. Know that God has put you alone to discover who you truly are once you do that you will find the all of the people you are meant to be with.
u stopped doing drugs to better yourself and have stayed strong even when your drug using friends disowned u and now your talking about getting the guts to END YOUR LIFE what? u spent how many yrs hanging out with people who partied like u and now u changed u have to sit down and find out who u are now what u feel and about what then go out there and show the world the new and improved u good luck