Anyone living a horrible life?!
Question: My dad is unemployed.
I worked in a call centre for 2 years and it is the worst job and i quitted the industry. I am trying to study Chartered Financial Analyst and change career in finance. So, i sit at home everyday and try to study and clear exams.
Worst, my elder brother is biploar and borderline personality disorder. He gets maniac episodes once in a week and threatens to do suicide. He is taking medication for it. He got divorced last year and have problems in maintaining relationships at work place.
The only positive point is my mother who is a teacher and brings home a decent salary every month which is taking care of our household expenses.
Any one living a horrible life?
Answers: My dad is unemployed.
I worked in a call centre for 2 years and it is the worst job and i quitted the industry. I am trying to study Chartered Financial Analyst and change career in finance. So, i sit at home everyday and try to study and clear exams.
Worst, my elder brother is biploar and borderline personality disorder. He gets maniac episodes once in a week and threatens to do suicide. He is taking medication for it. He got divorced last year and have problems in maintaining relationships at work place.
The only positive point is my mother who is a teacher and brings home a decent salary every month which is taking care of our household expenses.
Any one living a horrible life?
I think living a horrible life relative to each person's situation. Everyone's idea is different. I have to admit that right now I feel like I'm living a horrible life; however I do know that this too shall pass.
I have not had the use of both arms at the same time for over a year. I have had 3 surgeries in the last 7 months. Before my latest surgery on my left shoulder March 3rd I was in the worst pain I've ever had in my life. Everything was going great with my physical therapy until a week ago when my tendon in that elbow went crazy with pain. I couldn't sleep and now I have to have therapy on my elbow. It has also brought my physical therapy to a stop and I'm afraid I won't be able to get my full range of motion back.
Then Monday morning at 3 in the morning I was awakened by searing pain in my arm, went to the kitchen to take pain meds and passed out on my kitchen floor. I had to go to the ER where they found my blood pressure to be rock bottom. Was held in the hospital overnight and came home today.
I also suffer from depression, anxiety, mild agoraphobia, fibromylgia, arthritis, migraines, restless legs, no stomach (it was removed almost four years ago) and many more chronic conditions. I am on a boatload of medications, protein and special vitamins.
I sit home alone all day with a wild dog (energetic puppy) and two cats; one which is diabetic and needs insulin. I have to type one handed and my entertainment is TV and the internet. Since I do bookbinding and other arts, its extemely hard to stay positive with all this going on.
So, yes for now I feel that I'm living a horrible life. However I know that things will get better, they always do even in the darkest times.
Keep the faith and realize that things in your life WILL get better. In my experience they always do and after over 40 years of ups and downs I have found things will get better.
Many Blessings to you and hang in there it will get better!
Michelle
the degree of horrible-ness depends on how you see it. it think somebody once said that he felt sad because he had no shoes until he saw somebody with no feet. so i think there is always to learn and to treasure in every situation. you are lucky your family is intact. you are luck because you have your mother. most of the time, we focus on what we want, what we lack and what we think we need. but most of the time, we only need what we have to be happy. if you believe in a force greater than you and me, you will realize that nothing is a coincidence. may you gain wisdom for every situation. happiness is a choice we make and not a situation. choose to be happy. do not be sooo tough on yourself. let yourself to be happy.
H*** ya my life is so F***** up i cant fix any of it. it suxs cause i act fine but really im dyeing inside aand no 1 sees tht i dont hav anybody i dont even hav myself
I think lozer has a worse life don't you agree?
to each is own. Is what i have to say i have been through more than someone my age should have to go through. i live everyday like its my last because i have been to the point where tomorrow may not come. I am not saying my life is the worst by far i am also not saying its the best.
To tell you a little bit about me, i am now 20 years old. My dad left me when i was born my mom single mom making minimum wage supporting 3 kids and working, i was sexually molested when i was 5. I have been to therapist after therapist and they cannot help me to this day i still have nightmares about it. my dad finally came back into my life when i was 12 and then disowned me again when i was 14 i have done every drug under the sun i was almost killed by drugs. i went through depression and i was suicidal then i finally started getting my life on track about 17 my brother killed himself the hardest thing in my life is burring the person that means the most to you then i dated this guy and he beat everything out of me my parents found me in a corner of his house i could not move i could not speak or do anything. back to therapy for the 6th reason in my life i have had 24 therapists quit on me because they cannot handle my life they dont know what to do. After the beatings was my last straw my life as a 20 year old woman is now in love with a great guy and like i said i live everyday like its my last. I am with my father and have been since i was 17 we have bonded and he is my life i have not done a drug in 4 years and i do still see the therapist the one i finally found that would help me. and i would say my life is not on track but it is getting there.