I need some drug to make me die.?!
Question: So I've chickened out. I've always felt something like jumping of a building would be much more dramatic, but when it comes down to it, I'm scared shitless. I was thinking sleeping pills, you know, like in the Bell Jar, but then I realized they make them different now, and you'd have to down about 200 to OD. Any other suggestions...things I can get in suburbia without looking too suspicious. And things that will definitely kill me, not just leaved me ****** up in the hospital a few days after I try it.
I'm not going to do it right away, I'm not even certain yet. I'm waiting until May 18 and if I haven't done it by then, then I won't do it at all.
Answers: So I've chickened out. I've always felt something like jumping of a building would be much more dramatic, but when it comes down to it, I'm scared shitless. I was thinking sleeping pills, you know, like in the Bell Jar, but then I realized they make them different now, and you'd have to down about 200 to OD. Any other suggestions...things I can get in suburbia without looking too suspicious. And things that will definitely kill me, not just leaved me ****** up in the hospital a few days after I try it.
I'm not going to do it right away, I'm not even certain yet. I'm waiting until May 18 and if I haven't done it by then, then I won't do it at all.
Katie,
I know you don't know me at all, but it is important to get help for this. Many people feel like they are tired of living. And this feeling does go away. Please talk to someone you're close to. If you don't know anyone like that, go see your doctor or a counselor.
Honestly, there's not really an option available in suburbia that will do the job. Like you said, it will just **** you up. Talk it out with someone. Just tell them you have a deadline and ask them the same thing you asked us on the internet.
Everyone is here for you.
That's why God made you with the sense of fear.
What the hell? If you were going to kill yourself you would have done it already.
Go to an oncology ward and chat to a patient, Generally speaking they are only a treatment away from death, ts may give you some perspective...
Hey, i feel your pain. im going through the same stuff right now. i tried to kill myself through overdosing about seven times in the last year. it will only **** up your liver. my only suggestion is talking to someone about how you feel. write a song. poetry. watch a movie. distract yourself from reality. seriously. i do that all the time. i hope your okay.
don't do it at all.
get help.
it'll make your life worthwhile, suicide will become stupid, and eventually you'll feel lots better. =]
katie,
i'm with lucy you cannot do this to yourself. you really need to get help. i know you really dont know me either but i know that everyone deserves a chance and if you give somone a chance to change your mind or even possibly save your life everyone will be so much better off. dont do this.
Hey Beautiful Katie,
Not sure if you're kidding or not, but please don't go that route. I know you're probably hard to convince, but please don't do that. Try to find some happiness in the world, even if it's taking a walk near the lake something simple as that. Don't be scared about life. Say a prayer tonight and tell God what's bothering you. Trust me he'll listen. He'll start providing ways for your life to come back together. Take it from a person that's been healed from a disease. God is real. He's the most precious thing you can ever have throughout crippling times such as what you're going through. Don't worry you'll be fine!
Why do want to kill yourself? I am hoping that you won't bother doing this, that's wasting your life, you need to see a psychologists.
dont worry be happy
help someone or the animals. we are all needed.starting is the hardest part then the smiles come. REALLY.!!!!!!!!! PEACE
welll.....ive been their dude
and the thing that told me i didnt want to die
was when my heart stoped and that scared me shitless too
so the fear is telling you something
were too PU$$Y to commit suicide
DONT KILL YOURSELF! Try to find a meaning to live
Convert to Islam