What;s wrong with me???!
Question: My symtoms:
Sever depression that comes and goes but never is gone that long.
Anxitey
feeling like dieing
I have got more and more parnoid over the last year and a half.
I use to not have these thoughts. I think there are camras set up and people are recording me. That some how everyone is against me and that they are all in this big game together and are all against me laughing about my ever move and planning on how they are going to hurt me. They are only being nice to me to hurt me in the end somehow. I feel like certin songs are on with hidden messages to me and they are watching my reaction...
I could go on but thats about the most of it. I know how crazy this sounds and it scares me and i know its not really but I cant stop thinking like that.
I had a really bad childhhod and have beem in and out of therapy since 13 but it was only for depression.. I have done some drugs but not an addiction thing and have not touched any in some time. Im 21... Im really worried.
Answers: My symtoms:
Sever depression that comes and goes but never is gone that long.
Anxitey
feeling like dieing
I have got more and more parnoid over the last year and a half.
I use to not have these thoughts. I think there are camras set up and people are recording me. That some how everyone is against me and that they are all in this big game together and are all against me laughing about my ever move and planning on how they are going to hurt me. They are only being nice to me to hurt me in the end somehow. I feel like certin songs are on with hidden messages to me and they are watching my reaction...
I could go on but thats about the most of it. I know how crazy this sounds and it scares me and i know its not really but I cant stop thinking like that.
I had a really bad childhhod and have beem in and out of therapy since 13 but it was only for depression.. I have done some drugs but not an addiction thing and have not touched any in some time. Im 21... Im really worried.
I'm in the same vote i try to set some goals but still does not work
Sounds like depression and some kind of weird paranoia. You said nobody knows, try seeing a therapist and telling them. Or tell your girlfriend or someone who can help.