HELP PLEASE..ive been depressed for 5 years with other mental issues..help pleas!
Question: Ive been depreesed for 5 year now(9-14) im 14 now... I also have anxiety about everything..i just cant stand it, ive also had that for 5 years...I also have social phobia(5yrs too), i have few friends, but i RARELY ever talk with them. I also have OCD-trichotillmania, thats where i pull out my hair, i also eat it!!!(ive had trich 2 yrs now)
And recently ive been developing a eating disorder-anorexia..a few months ago i started eating less and now i only eat once a day sometimes less..i get so guilty.
Ive also been on and off suicidal for 5 years now...
AND NO IVE NEVER GOT ANY HELP FOR THIS..ive never gone to a doctor for any of my mental issues. Ive never told any of my family but my mom, but shes in prison so she cant help me...Ive warned my dad im gonna kill myself, he just laughs in my face...And i cant go to school counselers or teachers cuz i have severe social phobia..
Any help how i can deal with all of this by myself? please please help, i just cant stand this no more
Answers: Ive been depreesed for 5 year now(9-14) im 14 now... I also have anxiety about everything..i just cant stand it, ive also had that for 5 years...I also have social phobia(5yrs too), i have few friends, but i RARELY ever talk with them. I also have OCD-trichotillmania, thats where i pull out my hair, i also eat it!!!(ive had trich 2 yrs now)
And recently ive been developing a eating disorder-anorexia..a few months ago i started eating less and now i only eat once a day sometimes less..i get so guilty.
Ive also been on and off suicidal for 5 years now...
AND NO IVE NEVER GOT ANY HELP FOR THIS..ive never gone to a doctor for any of my mental issues. Ive never told any of my family but my mom, but shes in prison so she cant help me...Ive warned my dad im gonna kill myself, he just laughs in my face...And i cant go to school counselers or teachers cuz i have severe social phobia..
Any help how i can deal with all of this by myself? please please help, i just cant stand this no more
There is so much going on here. First and foremost, you MUST seek medical attention immediately. I understand how hard it must be to reach out to someone if you have social phobia. However, the only way you are ever going to get better is if you do tell someone besides your father and mother about it!!! Speaking to a school counselor is definitely the first step if you cannot get into therapy from your family. Have you tried telling other family members about your situation? Given your situation, its natural for you to be depressed in the first place. It is highly likely that because your first bout of depression was not taken care of, this snowball effect has started to happen. The guilt you feel is not your fault. Hang in there.Tomorrow is Monday and is the perfect chance to go into school and start changing your life for the better. Let me know how it goes. :)
If you go to school at all you don't have severe social phobia... if you want help... and it sounds like you do.. then go to a school counselor.. or tell a friend and have them tell someone..bottom line you need to let somebody know so they can get you some help.
Brittney, Read this very carefully. You need professional help. Only a very trained doctor can help you. Seek the advice of someone close to your life and ask them to get you some professional help. You need to do this NOW! Good Luck.
You definitely need professional help. You can't deal with all of this by yourself. You know that or you wouldn't be asking us for help.
There are meds and counseling that could help you a lot. But you have to tell someone besides your dad that you need help if he isn't willing to listen.
Talk to someone at school tomorrow, the first adult you see who you think would be helpful - teacher, counselor, secretary, ....
Maybe it's not your brain at all, but your blood sugar. I bet no one has ever checked that.
Take this quiz
http://hypoglycemia.org/hypo_test.asp