I need help i feel depressed and like cutting again?!
Question: back in feb. of this year my best friend took me to the mental hospital b/c i was cutting myslef and had depression now it thought to be schizophrenia but idk all i know is i feel super depressed right now and like cutting again but i promised him i wouldent cut any more and im not going back to the hospital it was horrible nightmare in there i felt like everyone was trying to get in my head and kill me so ill never go back to a mental hospital but idk what to do i dont want to cut again what should i do please no rude answers
Answers: back in feb. of this year my best friend took me to the mental hospital b/c i was cutting myslef and had depression now it thought to be schizophrenia but idk all i know is i feel super depressed right now and like cutting again but i promised him i wouldent cut any more and im not going back to the hospital it was horrible nightmare in there i felt like everyone was trying to get in my head and kill me so ill never go back to a mental hospital but idk what to do i dont want to cut again what should i do please no rude answers
I understand what you are going through, the same thing has been happening to me for the past 4 years. Is there only the one hospital where you went available? I know you don't want to go back, which is perfectly understandable, but maybe there is another one which would suit you better? But if its all hospitals in general, I storongly recommend seeing a councillor. When I first went I hated it, but if you can find a clinic which allows you to choose which councillor you think will suit YOU, then you will be able to gain better results. Its like choosing your friends; you talk to who you like =]
I know its hard, but hang in there, things will get better. Its good that you've realised you need help, and I'm proud of you. I understand that its difficult to resist the urge to cut, but just think of your friends and family and all those who you promised you wouldn't cut, if you can't do it for yourself, do it for them. =] I hope that things turn out for the best for you, I'm sure they will.x
wow well to tell you the truth i see a counsler because my dad and you should see one you can talk to them about any thing i love you counslers yes i said counslerS i have two
please don't cut! all it does is make you more depressed do you go to a counselor? maybe you should check it out. find someone you can talk to or get a journal first make a list of reasons why you want to cut when your done it is not as long as you think it should be next tear the list out of the book and put it in the fire place and burn it. pretend all those problems are going with the list next take a long hot bath. then make a list of all the good things in your life you will realize it is much longer then the bad list. hope this help good luck!!
when you hurt yourself you hurtthe people that love you. it hurts me to hear you going throught this, but i will give you motivation and support if you would like. hang in there
well i cant jus tell u not to bcuz im sure its hard for you but one thing is you should talk about your feelings to someone who will listen to you and wont judge it can even be a person who is on the internet or a counselor someone who will listen and if u cant help it use a rubber band that way you jus snap it on your hand do some yoga it really calms you down i hope you do okay. good luck =)
-alex
I really think you should be on medication. If you can't afford it, sign up for Medicaid. I don't know if you're against taking medication or not, but trust me - your quality of life will improve so much, and you won't have bad thoughts or want to hurt yourself anymore. I know, because I've been on medications for my mental health for 3 years.
You really need to get to a psychiatric facility as soon as possible. If you don't know who to call or where to go, just dial 911. I know everything seems horrible now, but you WILL feel much better within days at the most. I know that is hard to believe, but I promise you it is true.
Just don't think about it, pick up the phone, call 911 if you have to, and just tell them that you are thinking of hurting yourself. They will help you from there. You have to be strong for yourself, in this moment. Life is worth living.
God bless, and good luck.
You need to seek help from a therapist...as soon as possible. You don't need the hospital...but you do need the help. Stay safe tonoc and call and make an appointment tomorrow. kjl
i personally have been in the mental hospital before, also. don't cut yourself, it's not worth it. its simply a quick fix to a long term problem. talk to someone. anyone. it helps. hopefully you're seeing a psychologist/psychiatrist.. talk to them. find someone you confide in and tell them how you feel. chances are, they will be able to help. don't ever hurt yourself again. i've suffered the suicide of a friend, and it is the worst feeling in the world. there are so many people that love you are care about you. life will be okay. there is a light at the end of the tunnel!
I used to cut too, and right now I'm also on the verge.
Best advice I can give you is do something. Clean your room, go for a run, anything active and consuming. Hard to get going at first but that IS the hardest part.
Take care of yourself
IF U DONT WANNA GO BACK TO THE HOSPITAL THEN DONT CUT! ALL IT DOES IS HURT YOU THERE IS A REASON Y THEY MAKE THE HOSPITAL SEEM SO BAD, ITS SO THAT U WILL HATE IT AND NOT WANNA GO BACK AND IF U DONT WANNA GO BACK ALL U CAN REALLY DO IS STOP! CUTTIN URSELF HURTS ANYWAYS ITS REALLY PAINFUL RIGHT? THEN DONT DO IT!
Your in a quagmire. Unhappy in the the hospital and unhappy outside of it. Which is worst. Cut or not cut, live or die. I know how you feel completely. I have schizoaffective disorder. It's a real battle for me too. I'm sorry to say the best thing for you when depressed and unable to control cutting is the hospital. Sorry. I'm on your side. Hope you feel better soon. Stay alive and safe in the meantime.
Call your friend for support.
dont you dare hurt yourself. maybe get a therapist. maybe go on some meds. dont take the easy way out and hurt yourself; thats just dumb.
Don't cut yourself, its not that hard. I've gone my whole life without cutting myself. Its really easy to do.