Whats my problem? Have i just missed something?!
Question: OK, im going to try kep this short. Anyway...i think theres something really wrong with me, i really think im going crazy and am just not normal like everyone else. I'm just messing up in everyway). Im 17,fm, and have hardly gone to school lately(been ill but not ill enouigh to stay off) i missed a whole 3 weeks in a row and have probably been in about half the year! Ive been sick from aclohol countless time(must be over 20) . Ive self harmed on and off for about 6 years. 3 Weeks ago i had unprotected sex. I hardly sleep..probably 3 hours a night. I cant eat healthy..i know how to just cant stick it. Im unhappy a lot for no reason and get major mood swings and cant control how i feel (unless i self harm). I just feel like everyone else is living life so much better than me and they know something i dont about how to just be normal and happy?! i know this sounds stupid but its just how i feel..
P.S dont tell me to see a proffessional..i doubt theyd listen and im too embarresed
Answers: OK, im going to try kep this short. Anyway...i think theres something really wrong with me, i really think im going crazy and am just not normal like everyone else. I'm just messing up in everyway). Im 17,fm, and have hardly gone to school lately(been ill but not ill enouigh to stay off) i missed a whole 3 weeks in a row and have probably been in about half the year! Ive been sick from aclohol countless time(must be over 20) . Ive self harmed on and off for about 6 years. 3 Weeks ago i had unprotected sex. I hardly sleep..probably 3 hours a night. I cant eat healthy..i know how to just cant stick it. Im unhappy a lot for no reason and get major mood swings and cant control how i feel (unless i self harm). I just feel like everyone else is living life so much better than me and they know something i dont about how to just be normal and happy?! i know this sounds stupid but its just how i feel..
P.S dont tell me to see a proffessional..i doubt theyd listen and im too embarresed
you could start off by not causing the mental pain. keep away from harmful things to your body inside and outside. doing those things to YOURSELF is causing the issues at hand
you should start going to church
Jesus died for our sins and he can only take the pain away nothing else..i will pray for you
it sounds like you are suicidal
A professional would listen... that's what they get paid for. You can't be too embarassed to go to a doctor for help when you need it, right now you're denying yourself the help that you need.