I hate my life so much but there is only one thing I am proud of.?!
Question: I hate my life so much i have so much stress and im doin bad at school im getting a D and 2 C's and the rest are A's but my mom and dad arent proud of me and i cant even go out i dont have any freedom and i just got in argument with my mom saying im always on the computer and never do my homework i was really pissed and told her its because there is no body in my life to help me and no im not goin to tutoring i got to go to school for 8 hours and tutoring is another 2 hours im not spending all my life at school i dont even have a life im a 15 year old trapped in my house and she screamed at me and said you want to be like all those other bad kids sell drugs take drugs and end their life i just feel so dam crappy i want to end my life!!!!!!!!! but every time i think about it there is one person in my life that helps and that is my girlfriend i always think about her and it makes me feel better but it sucks because we have a long distance relationship I DO NOT NO WHAT TO DO WHAT DO I DO
Answers: I hate my life so much i have so much stress and im doin bad at school im getting a D and 2 C's and the rest are A's but my mom and dad arent proud of me and i cant even go out i dont have any freedom and i just got in argument with my mom saying im always on the computer and never do my homework i was really pissed and told her its because there is no body in my life to help me and no im not goin to tutoring i got to go to school for 8 hours and tutoring is another 2 hours im not spending all my life at school i dont even have a life im a 15 year old trapped in my house and she screamed at me and said you want to be like all those other bad kids sell drugs take drugs and end their life i just feel so dam crappy i want to end my life!!!!!!!!! but every time i think about it there is one person in my life that helps and that is my girlfriend i always think about her and it makes me feel better but it sucks because we have a long distance relationship I DO NOT NO WHAT TO DO WHAT DO I DO
DONT DO THAT. Think about all the people tht you would leave behind. My dad dies about 3 yrs ago and i was really close to him. After that i thought about suicide as well. But then i got to thinking. If i left my friends and my family would be in pain and even my pets! I wouldnt want them to go through that. Im sure you wouldnt either. Im sure you probally dont want to see some stupid counsiler (sp?). I know i didnt. So just take a few breaths and think about would could happen. Im about 15 now and im still alive. Think about all the stuff you wanna do. Hell, if your not here in 20yrs and we have flying cars your gonna be looking UP (because suicide is a sin) and say "damn, i could be alive right now n' FLYING a car!" haha. :] Think.
Edit- Parents :/ I know some parents may suck. My mom sucks so i can completly understand your fustration. My mom and I argue everyday and i REALLY dont like her. If you dont want to deal with your parents then as a last resort just get out of the house. No, i dont mean live on the street. Live with a family member or friend for a little while or longer. You cant zap away from your problems like that but moving slightly away just to get some space isnt always bad. Your parents might even like the idea if having space. Not that they want to get rid of you. Just that they might think its better for you. It might even bring you guys closer. Goodluck :]
Another edit- Freedom. Make a deal with your parent(s). Thats what i do and it works. Example:"if you let me...then ill help out more around the house!" If you want you can put some attitude in it if it makes you feel better. :]
you sound like me when I was 15...life will get better. just wait till you're in college :O
maybe talk 2 ur parents about the way u r feeling. most kids with these kind of problems have parents who dont even no that their kid is so depressed. parents tend to push their kids caz they dont want them 2 have a bad life. maybe they have had a hard life caz they didnt do well at school and they dont want u 2 have the same problems.
ur not doing that bad at school. but if u want 2 improve it maybe doing a little bit more homework and schoolwork will improve ur marks and maybe then ur parents will show u a little slack.
if u cant talk 2 ur parents about this then u should definatly talk 2 someone who can help u like a school counsellor
you sound exactly like me lol...just think one day this school bullshit will be over and keep in touch with your girlfirend...think about how when your done with school you can be with her...just try your best don't stress! if i made it through school you can too just stay strong...
love lizz
Believe it or not you are not the only teen going through this.
Bad grades/struggling in school, etc.
Parents - all their rules and misunderstandings, etc..
Been there for all of it!
Hang in there, you know you can make it. Dont stress.... Try talking to them more, try working with them .... include them in your life and with your feelings. Maybe if they feel more part of it... they can start to ease up some.
I know its not an instant cure but its my initial thought.
I would also encourage you to get a therapist - and if need be have your parents go with you (maybe 2 seperate ones, one for you as a family one for you - just for LIFE!).
As for your relationship - its great to have a focal person - but be careful.....not because its long distance, but because its a relationship - and EVEN the best ones...have the potential to end...(not wishing you bad, just saying dont put every hope there just in case!) I hope this relationship lasts your lifetime... as "love" is a wonderful thing, but also keep the reality that things do end sometimes - but thats NOT a reason for you to give up.... if it were to end (someday) you will find someting just as great someday after that!!!!
There is no reason to give up on life. You can make your life just as wonderful as you want it to be!!!!!
You have a purpose and are a special person who deserves to be here just as much as every other!!!!
Hugs!!!!!!
i know it seems hard and stuff but try to get your girlfriend to work with u through your problems, its great that she is there for u even when she is miles away. For school, maybe you can reason with your parents 1 tutor 2 hours a week and you get to go out. Look to friends as support, they are great too. Ask your friends (or girlfriend) if they are better in school for help in certain subjects. Youll get through this. I believe you really can.
being 15 is a difficult age. believe it or not your parents love you very much. they yell at you and say those things because there scared. scared you want make something of yourself and have a good life. maybe your girlfriend can help you with your homework. also most teachers will give you extra credit assignments. usually these assignments are easy and short.
a for being trapped in the house try joining a sport at school.
please don't concider killing your self there is a big world out there full of wonderful things, people and experieces just waiting for you. have faith love yourself and don't give up.
it'll get better just hang in there bro.